Hey guys....

I'm not going to be posting on this blog anymore, I'll be on Alias Sank Jenny.

my brain is in the clouds and my heart is in the music.

Let us talk about a band.
A band called Say Anything.
This band, has a new CD out.
I was listening to “Surgically Removing The Tracking Device” via YouTube.
My heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest.
Never have I felt that way about a song.
I wanted to start sobbing, smiling, and screaming all at once. Those lyrics. Those sarcastic, cynical lyrics. Those familiar lyrics.

My heart swelled and burst.
It is now lying on the ground, in pieces…
But yet, I have a smile on my face.
I am head over heels in love.
With that band.








It is hard to get the breaths out, Say Anything has taken them away.
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I am brain dead thinking strictly in blues and reds

Apparently I'm awesome at myspace shots.

Various websites ya'll can add me on, if you wish:

Myspace
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My bloggers':

Alias Sank Jenny (A music reviewing blog)
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Saosin Fans (Self explanatory)

...yaylo.

sup?

oh me, i guess i'm alright. just frustrated with some things in life.

i'm sick and tired of feeling sick tired.

my life is a mess. my brain is a mess.

things are messy.





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i'm tired of trying to fit in with them. i'm tired of them making me the butt of every joke. i'm tired of them and their clique-y-ness.

i'm tired of them making fun of me.

if a person doesn't like me, or doesn't want to spend time with me, or is annoyed by me, i would want them to come out and say it.

i'm tired of feeling like the fourth wheel.

i'm a cool person. i'm pretty chill, sarcastic, i have good taste in music, ect. (in my own mind)

if they don't want to be my friend, their fucking loss.

Paramore/The Starting Line/The Almost/ 11-23-07

We got to the doors around six p.m. I had found out my friend Allie was going to the concert also, so I got to cut in line. Yay for cutsies!

Anywho, The Almost was first. I only knew three songs by them, because I have yet to get their CD. They started with "Southern Weather". Aaron's voice sounded so tired and worn out, I feel for the guy. THEIR DRUMMER IS A FUCKING BEAST. I want to BE him. I also wanted to scream out 'Kenny you fucking rule!' but I wasn't quite sure the drummer's name WAS Kenny. (I faintly remember his name being Kenny, but I didn't want to yell it out and be wrong. haha) They ended with "Say This Sooner" and "Amazing Because It Is".

The Starting Line was next. As soon as they started playing, I immediately felt sorry that I didn't know more songs by them. Hearing them live makes me want to buy all of their CDs and listen to them into all hours of the night. Kenny Vasoli (lead singer) actually came out and sung with The Almost too, which was fun. The only song I knew by them, "Island", they played next to last. Kenny sounded absolutely amazing.

And, now onto the headliner. Paramore. They started with "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic"

Hayley Williams (lead singer) sounded good from what I could hear. I imagine every person in the room was singing along, including moi. I screamed out 'Taylor, you rule man!' at least three times when it was quiet, hoping he would hear me, but alas, he didn't. A ton of people were screaming out 'Hayley I love you!', and me being me, I screamed out 'Hayley I don't love you!'. haha.

Uh, they also played "Fences" and "Let This Go" and of course "My Heart" and "Pressure". I think they also played "Decoy". Paramore's energy on stage is amazing. They all work so well with each other.

And OF COURSE, they played "Misery Business" as the encore. OF COURSE.

The thing was, when I bought the tickets I liked Paramore a lot more. Now, I don't like them so much. They're a fun listen sometimes, but not anything uber powerful or moving. But, whatever.

I have some crappy cell phone pictures and a couple crappy videos, which I'll post later once I go through them throughly.

I don't think I could love this pony more.

Maroon 5- "Won't Go Home Without You"

I feel bittersweet;

My life is amazing. My horses are amazing, my music is amazing. I'm getting a guitar. I love playing piano.

But, I'm so afraid for my mother.

My mom isn't the healthiest person in the world. She has diabetes, and thyroid problems.

Part of me would die along with her, if I lost her.

My mom means the world to me. She's the most influential person in my life and I can tell her anything and she'll understand.

She's my best friend, and my mommy.

Do you get it?

"Though your dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on"

The Dear Hunter- The Oracles On The Delphi Express

Stick with us, throw your morals out the door
You aren't in the land of the river and the lake no more
Makeshift schemes, we've got plenty here for you
Lock away your dreams and throw away the key

You've been stuck in the middle of patience and animosity
With a lust for solidity, and a cryptic history your lucks running thin

Crimson hands, brandish words which masquerade
If you flee from grace your souls can not be saved
This scene shifts, exits illustrate the flood
Don't be ashamed of your unlawful flaw
When the bombs go off you'll know right where you are

You've been stuck in the middle of patience and animosity
With a lust for solidity, and a cryptic history your lucks running thin

You've been stuck in the middle of patience and animosity
With a lust for solidity, and a cryptic history your lucks running thin

Guess what, my lovely internet friends.

I got the new Avenged Sevenfold album.

It's amazing.

Brand New- The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

I love me some Brand Nizzle...

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me and
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
a voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Top Ten Bands That Are Currently Owning My Life (As Of 10/25/07)

10. Finch
"I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "What It Is To Burn"

9. Rancid
"It takes disaster to learn a lesson
You're gonna make it through the darkest night
Some people betray one and cause treason
We're gonna make everything alright"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Fall Back Down"

8. The Used
"And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by, and I cried..."

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Hard To Say" or "Blue And Yellow"

7. Shiny Toy Guns
"I try – to digest my pride.
But passions grip I fear.
When I climb – into shallow vats of wine.
I think I almost hear – but it's not clear."

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "You Are The One" or "Le Disko"

6. Tegan & Sara
"I'm not unfaithful, but I'll stray"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Back In Your Head"

5. The Format
"I've read every word you're said
From a poster of a cat
Four books look across your sofa
I thought your coffee table
was more clever than that"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Dead End"

4. Barenaked Ladies
"It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Pinch Me"

3. Guns N' Roses
"Mama put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That cold black cloud is comin' down
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door"

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Knockin' On Heaven's Door" or "Sweet Child O' Mine"

2. Envy On The Coast
"Isabella, stand a little bit taller.
I am the aisle in the back beside the votive light.
Who did this to you, dear?
May you never shed a damn tear."

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Sugar Skulls" or "Temper Temper" or "The Gift Of Paralysis"

1. Avenged Sevenfold
"Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit.
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out."

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: "Critical Acclaim", "Unholy Confessions", "Blinded In Chains"

NOTE: If you only check out one of the songs, please please please make it "The Gift Of Paralysis". That song is amazing. All the links are youtube videos of the songs.

I now have "Fall Back Down" by Rancid stuck in my head...

ETA: Crap, I forgot Radiohead and Velvet Revolver. Ugh.

Barenaked Ladies- Pinch Me

Michael Jackson- Billie Jean

I really really really love this song.

Really really.

Foo Fighters- The Pretender

I really don't think I could love this any more.

Mmmmm, Dave Grohl.

Imma post Bille Jean next. I think.

Look! I'm alive!

We all get a little less faithful...

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Sorry about just posting videos, and short journals. I promise, soon, I will write a massively long journal about everything that is going on. I'm really busy. =)

P.S. About the makeup, got bored one day, you know the story. I hardly ever wear makeup anymore, just when I'm bored with my life.