Thursday, November 15, 2007

I feel bittersweet;

My life is amazing. My horses are amazing, my music is amazing. I'm getting a guitar. I love playing piano.

But, I'm so afraid for my mother.

My mom isn't the healthiest person in the world. She has diabetes, and thyroid problems.

Part of me would die along with her, if I lost her.

My mom means the world to me. She's the most influential person in my life and I can tell her anything and she'll understand.

She's my best friend, and my mommy.

Do you get it?

"Though your dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on"

4 comments:

Sandie said...

(((((Jenna)))) I not only get it, I am right there with you.

I think your mom is taking good care of herself though and should be around with you for quite a while. It won't take away the fears, however it should quiet them a bit.

Ampersand said...

Oh, sweetie. I'm sorry that my health makes you sad and scared.

I felt the exact same way about my Mom, and part of me did die with her. But the life that she gave me went on, too, so I could be a Mom to you.

I'm working very hard to stay here as long as I can.

And, (((((Sandie))))), I know you can understand the feelings of wanting to hold on to your Mom forever.

Sharon said...

I do get it. :) I know your Mom is doing everything right to stay healthy, and I'm sure it's because she feels the exact same way about you. (((Frackmeister)))

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