my brain is in the clouds and my heart is in the music.

Let us talk about a band.
A band called Say Anything.
This band, has a new CD out.
I was listening to “Surgically Removing The Tracking Device” via YouTube.
My heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest.
Never have I felt that way about a song.
I wanted to start sobbing, smiling, and screaming all at once. Those lyrics. Those sarcastic, cynical lyrics. Those familiar lyrics.

My heart swelled and burst.
It is now lying on the ground, in pieces…
But yet, I have a smile on my face.
I am head over heels in love.
With that band.








It is hard to get the breaths out, Say Anything has taken them away.
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I am brain dead thinking strictly in blues and reds

Apparently I'm awesome at myspace shots.

Various websites ya'll can add me on, if you wish:

Myspace
Buzznet
Last. FM

My bloggers':

Alias Sank Jenny (A music reviewing blog)
Confessions Of A Hypocrite (Stupid, stupid name)
Saosin Fans (Self explanatory)

...yaylo.

sup?

oh me, i guess i'm alright. just frustrated with some things in life.

i'm sick and tired of feeling sick tired.

my life is a mess. my brain is a mess.

things are messy.





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i'm tired of trying to fit in with them. i'm tired of them making me the butt of every joke. i'm tired of them and their clique-y-ness.

i'm tired of them making fun of me.

if a person doesn't like me, or doesn't want to spend time with me, or is annoyed by me, i would want them to come out and say it.

i'm tired of feeling like the fourth wheel.

i'm a cool person. i'm pretty chill, sarcastic, i have good taste in music, ect. (in my own mind)

if they don't want to be my friend, their fucking loss.