As you can see, I changed my blog template again. I really like this one, so I don't think I will be changing it again. It's simple, and I like it a lot better than my old ones.

Hope you like it!

- Fall Out Fracky

Home is where your chucks are...

Yo Homies!

I thought I would write an update on my cute little life.

Ummm, I now live at the barn. Not literally of course, but I spend A LOT of time there helping, riding, and just doing whatever. It's getting really hard to work there because I am now tired all the time. I do love it though. It's getting hard to make myself do work there sometimes, because I can be so lazy.

I have also decided that I am going to do everything I can to help my riding. I am tired where I am now, and think working a little harder when I ride Stoney will help that.

I want to lose weight. I hate how I look and it is getting to the when I can't wear clothes I like. I am not obscenely obese, but I world like to lose thirty pounds so I can get down to 110. I just need to get the momentum going.

I love music.

I love horses.

And I will love myself.

-Frack

Ponderings...

Life is boring. That is how I feel right now. Even though today is my birthday, today feels like nothing special. I mean, I got great stuff, and my parents were great about it, but I feel like nothing has changed. I am so tired of being young. It sucks. I don't have any friends. Well, let me rephrase that. I don't have any close friends. Friends that share my interests. I have my friends at the barn, but I only see them once a week, at most. And my supposed best friend and I are drifting apart. I feel like I can't talk to her about anything deep. All she wants to talk about is boys and her hobbies. And we only ever talk on the phone. I never see her in person. I try to be patient and listen to what she says but somtimes I get really bored and make up excuses to get off the phone. Somtimes we even can't find anything to talk about. I can't talk to her about music or horses at all. When I try to, I can sense that she gets really bored. We have a boring, shallow relationship. That's it. I am a loner, but I hate being one.

And Continuing With My Music Obsession...

Why write another list of artists I like? For shits and giggles I guess.

Fall Out Boy (Duh)
My Chemical Romance (F*** YEAH!)
Panic! at the Disco (You have not lived until you have heard I Constantly Thank God For Esteban.)
Relient k
Shiny Toy Guns (I actually just found out about them like two minutes ago. Thanks to Rolling Stone and Pete Wentz. ;)
Blink-182
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The White Stripes
The Raconteurs
AFI
Gnarls Barkley
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Green Day
Jonas Brothers (My Guilty Pleasure)
The Killers
Metallica
Iron Maiden
Marilyn Manson
Prince
Switchfoot
Disturbed
Korn
Blue October
Hellogoodbye
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Dresden Dolls
Gym Class Heroes
The Academy Is...
Cobra Starship
Taking Back Sunday (I LOVE their song MakeDamnSure)
Pink Floyd
Three Days Grace (The electric guitar in Animal I Have Become makes me go weak)
Silversun Pickups
The Shins (I have two words for you: PHANTOM LIMB)
Cute Is What We Aim For
Plain White T's
Say Anything
The Used
Weezer
The Beatles
30 Seconds to Mars (I have two more words for you: THE KILL!)
Boys Like Girls (Uhhh, I think we knew that already)
Black Eyed Peas
Underoath
Papa Roach
Amy Winehouse
Maroon 5
Ozzy Osbourne
Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Akon
Eminem
Marvin Gaye
M.C. Hammer (LOL, U CAN'T TOUCH THIS!)
OutKast
Nas
Ray Charles (Sigh)
The Hush Sound
Justin Timberlake (again LOL, I'm bringin sexy back.)
Timbaland (His new CD is out wooooooot! I must have it!!!)
Michael Bublé
Maroon 5
P. Diddy (or whatever the f*** he is calling himself now)
Kanye West
Ludacris (Cause that's how I roll...)

I think that's it.