Yeah that's right. I'm on the seventh and final book of the Harry Potter series. And I started the series two weeks ago.

My conclusion about this series is this: It's flipping amazing. Harry Potter has changed my life. I know that's stupid and cliché to say, but this series has appealed to me because I whole-heartedly admit that, I am a hopeless dreamer. I love the plot and the characters and the whole idea. The nerd inside of me has been satisfied too. The girl inside of me was entirely satisfied because of the romance. Yes, I admit, I am a dreamer, a romantic, and most of the time, a nerd. Take me as I am.

The Harry Potter series has made me realize more things.

First, I am now never going anywhere without a Harry Potter book, my i-pod, another book in case I don't want to read Harry Potter (Would that ever happen? Anyways...), My copy of "The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance or a copy of "City Of Evil" by Avenged Sevenfold (When I actually buy the CD, lol.), and small piece of Mikey's mane.

Second, I now want to name all my horses after Harry Potter characters. Knowing me, I made a list. Ya know you love me.

Severus Snape
Rubeus Hagrid
Luna Lovegood
Sirius Black
Draco Malfoy
Lucius Malfoy
Bellatrix Lestrange
Remus Lupin
Alastor Moody
Kingsley Shacklebolt
Pomona Sprout
Nymphadora Tonks
Sybill Trelawney
Romilda Vane
Demelza
Penelope Clearwater
Elphias Doge
Filius Flitwick
Tom Riddle
Andromeda Black
Minerva McGonagall
Aurora Sinistra
Poppy Pomfrey
Griselda Marchbanks
The Bloody Baron
The Half-Blood Prince
Sir Cadogan
Amelia Bones
Rodolphus Lestrange
Rabastan Lestrange
Fenrir Greyback
Godric Gryffindor
Helga Hufflepuff
Rowena Ravenclaw
Salazar Slytherin
Nicolas Flamel
Perenelle Flamel
Elladora Black
Bane
Maybe you recognize some?

Third, I haven't felt this happy in a long time. I have now re-recognized my love for reading. Oh, I have found My Chemical Romance to be good listen to when reading. Hell, My Chem is good for anything. It puts me to sleep, it's dance-y, it's head-bang-y, it's emotional, it's depressing, and most of all, it's uplifting.

Thank you.

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Paramore's New Video For "Hallelujah"

Let's start with the video. It's adorable. I personally LOVE tour music videos. It's why I love the video for "Neighbors" by The Academy Is... It matches the song perfectly and shows what a great band Paramore is.

Second, Hayley Williams's vocals on this song are just f***ing amazing. I aspire to be as good a singer as she is. Who knows, maybe one day when I'm in a band, I'll tell the members of Paramore how much they inspire me. Zac Farro makes me want to learn the drums even more. Same with Josh Farro (Guitar) and Jeremy Davis (Bass) and Hayley Williams (Vocals).

I actually take Paramore's new CD "Riot!" to my singing lessons and at the end my vocal coach lets me sing along with it.

My favorite band ever is really a three way tie between My Chemical Romance, Paramore, and Avenged Sevenfold. Plus maybe Cobra Starship. And The White Stripes. Dammit, I can't chose.

Thank you Paramore. And thank you music.

Paolo Nutini- Last Request

Slow down, Lie down,
Remember it's just you and me.
Don't sell out, bow out,
Remember how this used to be.

I just want you closer,
Is that alright?
Baby let's get closer tonight

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

Oh, I've found, that I'm bound
To wander down that one way road.
And I realize all about your lies
But I'm no wiser than the fool I was before.

I just want you closer,
Is that alright?
Baby let's get closer tonight

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

Oh, baby, baby, baby,
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

Yeah, lay down beside me.

One last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

Excuse Me While I have A Little Spaz Attack

THE USED'S NEW VIDEO! AHHHHH! Can you tell I'm excited?

Here are my thoughts. I love the song. I was completely thrilled that they were making a video for this song.

Well, first off, the video is interesting. It's probably seizure inducing and/or vomit inducing.

It's a solid video, but I don't think it is as good as the video for "The Bird and The Worm". Also, I HATE Bert McCracken (lead singer) as a blond. He looks like Kurt Cobain. But it's none of my business how he puts his hair.

My Nails-- Can anyone guess what they say?

Be my unholy, my one and my only

As you can see, I changed my blog template again. I really like this one, so I don't think I will be changing it again. It's simple, and I like it a lot better than my old ones.

Hope you like it!

- Fall Out Fracky

Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban

Ron stopped dead.
"Oh please, Ron," Hermione began.
"It's Scabbers -- he won't -- stay put --"
Ron was bent over, trying to keep Scabbers in his pocket, but the rat was going berserk; sqeaking madly, twisting and flailing, trying to sink his teeth into Ron's hand.
"Scabbers, it's me, you idiot, it's Ron," Ron hissed.
They heard a door open behind them and men's voices.
"Oh Ron, please let's move, they're going to do it!" Hermione breathed.
"Okay -- Scabbers, stay put --"
They walked forward; Harry like Hermione, was trying not to listen to the rumble of voices behind them. Ron stopped again.
"I can't hold him -- Scabbers, shut up, everyone'll hear us --"
The rat was squealing wildly, but not loudly enough to cover up the sounds drifting from Hagrid's garden. There was a jumble of indistinct male voices, a silence, and then, without warning, the unmistakable swish and thud of an axe.
Hermione swayed on the spot.
"They did it!" she whispered to Harry. "I d--don't believe it -- they did it!"

This is the part from Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban when they were executing Buckbeak the Hippogriff. For some reason this part made me laugh. Not the fact the Buckbeak is getting executed, the whole thing with Ron and Scabbers made me laugh. This book makes me want a Hippogriff. Apparently, a Hippogriff is half bird, half horse.

1997- Garden Of Evil

I ran through the garden of evil,
Trace your steps I saw it all,
Did he hold your hands the way you prefer?
Did he ask you, like I asked you, our first time?

Turn the light off,
I don't wanna see myself, doing this,
I just wanna love you,
I just wanna love you,
As much as he did!

I ran through the garden of evil,
Take some steps, I pull away,
Why am I running, if he keeps slowin'?
So I hesitate,
Oh is this really what you want from me?
(Oh is this really what you want from me?)
Oh is this really what you want from me?


Turn the light off,
I don't wanna see myself doing this,
I just wanna love you,
I just wanna love you,
As much as he did!

And maybe this time,
We can do it right,
So I say, close your eyes..
And maybe this time,
We can do it right,
So I say, close your eyes and take your time, don't be afraid.

I fell into a wishing well,
So that's where I've been drinking,
Turns out it drove into the ground,
So much for wishful thinking,
I fell into a wishing well,
So that's where I've been drinking,
Turns out it drove into the ground,
So much for wishful thinking!

Is this really what you want from me?
I fell into a wishing well, so that's what I've been drinking.
Is this really what you want from me?
I fell into a wishing well, so that's what I've been drinking.

Turn the lights on,
Pick me up and carry me away from this,
I don't want you to love me,
I don't want you to love me,
Just like they did!

And maybe this time we can do it right,
So I say, close your eyes,
And maybe this time we can do it right,
So I say, close your eyes, take your time don't be afraid.

FUSL # 16-- For Your Amusment

This list has completely morphed into something other than what it was intended to be. So, I’m changing the description. It’s basically videos I love and/or find amusing. Mostly music though.

1. Synyster Gates & Zacky Vengeance Playing Guitar
Avenged Sevenfold

Jesus. Avenged Sevenfold rocks my socks. When they were playing the Bat Country Main Harmony, uh… yeah. Guitargasm. LOL.

2. Dudes From The Honda Civic Tour Acting Like Well… Idiots
+44, Fall Out Boy, Paul Wall, Tech, Security, and Merch dudes. Also some other people I don’t know. I’m only assuming.

This video made me laugh so freaking hard. Hell, I’m still laughing. This video is the shit. I know it’s probably been posted like a thousands times by teenie fangirls who exclaim over how hot Pete Wentz is, but I am merely posting this for my own enjoyment. And Mark Hoppus is the shit. Thankyouverymuch.

3. Paramore Webisode # 2
Paramore = Hayley Williams, Lead Singer. Josh Farro, Guitar. Zac Farro, Drums. Jeremy Davis, Bass. So there you go. Friggen-A! Dude I’m a dork. And totally getting off track here. Sooo, bye!

Yep. I rambled in a different spot. I’m cool like that. And this is merely for my own amusement.

4. Dan Whitesides’s Alphabet Song
The Used = Bert McCracken, Lead Singer. Jeph Howard, Bass. Dan Whitesides, Drums (F***IN A!). Quinn Allman, Guitar. That’s what I’m talkin about.

We’ll just call this list, “For Your Amusement”.

5. Beautiful Girls
Sean Kingston
Sean Kingston

I love this song. So damn much.

6. The Boarder Patrol
The Hush Sound

Yeah again, this is frickin fuuunnny. Another reason why I love The Hush Sound.

7. The Hush Sound Holiday Greeting
The Hush Sound

Love the John Lennon and Black Sabbath posters. LOL. And was that a Jimi Hendrix poster? Duuudde.

8. Cute Is What We Aim For Tour Update
Cute Is What We Aim For

Dorks. But funny dorks.

9. TAI TV Episode 17
The Academy Is…

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! KNEE SLAPPER!

10. TAI TV Episode 12
The Academy Is…

HA HA HA HA HA HA! Even more KNEE SLAPPER! And if you are wondering, yes I know I’m a dork. Get over it. While I LAUGH OUT LOUD!

11. How To Make MILO
Made by a girl I don’t know… so yeah.

Don’t know who this is, but this video is HI-LARIOUS! Chyea.

12. Skittles Singing Bunny Commercial

I LOVE this commercial. I love skittles too.

13. Taking Back Sunday & My Chemical Romance Wish You A Happy New Year
Taking Back Sunday & My Chemical Romance

"A big fluffy cloud of ow". Ha ha, that's funny.

14. Taking Back Sunday- Happy New Year
Taking Back Sunday

The shortie always wins!

Soo, I ended up having only two music videos on this list, so we'll just call it "For Your Amusement".

Books, Horses, Music, We've Got It All!

Just an update and some thoughts...

Well. Last week I fell off Dori in my horse back riding lesson. It was a really funny fall too. I sat up, sat there for a moment and went to catch Dori. My instructor made me jump a line a thousand times until I got it right. Dori was going really fast, and my instructor had me do it until I slowed her down. When I got back from my lesson I was really sick because of the heat. Also, my half chaps rub my legs raw, and when I got back from my lesson and took off my chaps, my legs and breeches were bloody. Nice huh? I guess what they say is true. No pain, no gain.

I finally started reading the Harry Potter series. I tried reading the books when it first came out and I couldn't get into it. But on Sunday, I read the entire book in one day. And I took a nap, because I hadn't been sleeping lately. I'm currently on The Chamber of Secrets. I'm loving it. I'm almost finished with The Eyes Of The Dragon by Stephen King. I'm going to read The Shining next.

An update on Projekt Revolution. I currently have 20 dollars. I need 75 dollars. I'm pathetic.

My hair is red! I know, random, but I wanted to say it. My best friend and I, in a couple weeks, are going to Hot Topic and getting hair dye. She wants lime green streaks. I was thinking blue. I trying to convince my mom to let me get bangs. Not going so well.

Song Lyric of The Day: "As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights."- Bat Country: Avenged Sevenfold

Word of The Day: Benevolent

Song of The Day: Blitzkrieg Bop: The Ramones (I know, I'm obsessed!)

Survey of The Day:
A - Available - Um, yeah.

B - Best Friends - Ana, other friends I have.

C - Crush - I'm not telling.

D - Dad's Name - Boogieman (That is his online name)

E - Easiest Person To Talk To -My friends, my mom.

F - Favorite Band - Wayyyy to many to list. It's like asking me to choose a favorite child.

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Worms, duh. Ha ha.

H - Hometown - In your dreams

I - Instrument - None, *tear*. But I am taking singing lessons.

J - Job - Yes

K - Kids - No

M - Milk Flavor - Regular, I guess.

N - Number Of Siblings - 1

O - One Wish - To feel comfortable in my own skin

P - Phobias - Bugs, Needles scare the shit out of me.

Q - Favorite Quote - "They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me". Ha ha, not really. I don't know. I like A LOT of quotes, so it would be hard to pick just one.

R - Reason To Smile - Music, horses, life

S - Song You Last Heard - Right On, Right Now: PowerSpace

T - Time You Woke Up - 7:30 AM

U - Unknown Fact About Me - I don't know. Maybe that underneath all of my problems, I really do have a good heart.

V - Vegetable - Carrot

W - Worst Habits - I bite my nails...

X - X-Rays you've had- Zero.

Y - Your Favorite Foods - I'm OBSESSED with Lima Beans at the moment. And I have no idea why. I'm a weird ass... But you knew that already.

Z - Zodiac Sign - Taurus

Sound Of My Life

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening credits: Gnik Nus- The Beatles

Waking up: Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too- Say Anything

First day at school: Side With The Seeds- Wilco

Falling in love: Dani California- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Fight song: Whoa- Paramore

Breaking up: Leave Me (Like You Found Me)- Wilco

Prom: Let This Go- Paramore

Mental Breakdown: Choux Pastry Heart- Corinne Bailey Rae

Driving: Another Girl- The Beatles

Flashback: Kill All Your Friends- My Chemical Romance (LOL)

Getting Back Together: I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco

Wedding Song: Wonderwall- Oasis

Birth of a Child: Coming Undone- Korn (Another reason I shouldn’t have children!)

Final Battle: Walken- Wilco

Death Scene: Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band- The Beatles

Funeral Song: Stars- Switchfoot

Credits: Us and Them- Pink Floyd

FUSL # 15 -- Lite Edition

I’m changing this up a bit. Instead of just listing the artist and titles, I’m also going to include the album name. For example:

Name: crushcrushcrush
Artist: Paramore
CD Title: RIOT!

You likey?

1. Bat Country
Avenged Sevenfold
City Of Evil

Holy shit. That guitar solo… holy shit.

2. Beast and the Harlot
Avenged Sevenfold
City Of Evil

Holy shit. Holy shit!!!!

3. Blitzkrieg Bop
The Ramones
Hey! Ho! Let's Go: The Anthology

Gahh, I love this song. It’s THE BEST to dance to. Plus it’s the friggen Ramones. Nuff said. It's the shizz.

4. Potential Breakup Song
Aly & AJ
Insomniatic

God, I’m so bad. But I do like this song. It has a touch of electronica. That’s probably why I like it. 

5. Riot
Three Days Grace
One-X

Dude, I love this song. It was stuck in my head for four days after I heard it.

6. Seasons of Love
The Cast of RENT
RENT Movie Soundtrack

I love this movie. If you haven’t seen it, watch it!

7. Heaven Help Us
My Chemical Romance
B-Side

I’m shameless. And hopelessly addicted to My Chemical Romance’s music. I’m promise this is the last My Chem video for a while.

8. The Queen and I
Gym Class Heroes
A Cruel As School Children

This is probably my favorite GCH song. I love how they forgot the Y in DecayDance. It made me laugh. LOL. See. Laughing. LOL. OH NO. VICIOUS CIRCLE. A vicious laughing circle. LOL. DAMMIT. LOL. I have a problem.

9. Stop Me
Mark Ronson ft. Daniel Merriweather
Version

This video is brilliant. The thing that blows my mind is that this used to be a Smiths song. Well, it still is a Smiths song, but Mark Ronson reworked it.

10. Panic! at the Disco Rolling Stone Interview

This make me laugh so hard every time I see it. LOL. Dammit. Let’s not get in a vicious circle again. Anyway, let me tell you the band member’s names and what instrument they play, because I’m cool like that. Top left, Spencer Smith, Drums. Top right, Jon Walker, Bass. Bottom left, Ryan Ross, Guitarist/Lyricist. Bottom right, Brendon Urie, lead vocals. Dude, I’m watching this video while I write this and I’m laughing so hard right now. Dammmmnnnn. LOL. Gawd. I really do have a problem.

11. Welcome to the Black Parade (Live on AOL Sessions)
My Chemical Romance
The Black Parade

This seriously made me cry. I was really crying.

A Reflective Post

So, a couple minutes earlier, I am lying in my bed listening to Fall Out Boy's new CD Infinity On High in the dark. It made me think about things.

Well, my first thought or feeling, was regret. Regret for the letting the band member's personalities and what they did with their lives affect me so. Regret for dropping this band like a hot potato when I found that I did not respect the band members anymore.

Nostalgia. Fall Out Boy was my first band love EVER. They got me into music. I looked up the bands they liked and looked up bands on the same label as them. For that, I am eternally grateful.

Realization. Realization that they are not the best band in the world. Realization that other bands make better music. As I was listening to it, I found that it wasn't amazing or powerful or epic. It's just good. It's not great.

Pete Wentz's lyrics are very egotistical. "The only thing I haven't done yet is die." Ok. We get it. But that being said, that boy does have a way with words, egotistical or not.

I don't want to be a Fall Out Boy hater or die-hard "Fall Out Boy is my favorite band, they make the most amazing music" kind of fan. I like them. I don't necessarily respect them.

Gawd. Fall Out Boy and I have had a very long and winding relationship. And I feel I have come to some acceptence.

-Fracky

I admit it, I'm a survey whore

What I said above.

Music Horoscope!
So what you do is put your iPod on shuffle and press forward for each question. The song title is the answer to the question. Have fun folks! Heres mine.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?

It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish- My Chemical Romance (Hmmm. What does that mean?)

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Don't Wake Me Up- The Hush Sound (OH NO. I won't get far in life because I will be sleeping! LOL.)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Getchoo- Weezer (Huh. Maybe I need new friends.)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
I Am The Walrus -The Beatles (I'm sooooo getting married to a walrus!)

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
7- Prince (My best friend doesn't even LIKE Prince)

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
I Don't Wanna Be- Gavin DeGraw (Hmm. Not to bad.)

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Let This Go- Paramore (Uh. Ok)

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
All You Need Is Love- The Beatles (True, true)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying- Fall Out Boy (The best thing about my friends is that they die?)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Breathless- Corinne Bailey Rae (Nice, maybe a boy will take my breath away. I wish)

DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Nothing Compares 2 U- Prince (LOL. I am listening to this and makes my laugh for some reason.)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Stuck To You- HelloGoodbye (Huh?)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Time To Dance- Panic! at the Disco (YEAH BOI!)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
You Like Me Too Much-The Beatles (LOL LOL LOL!)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Calm Before The Storm- Fall Out Boy (I like that.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Grenade Jumper- Fall Out Boy (Interesting.)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Over My Head (Cable Car)- The Fray (Does that mean yes? Oh and yes I have The Fray on my ipod. It was a dark point in my life when I liked pop rock. I'm over it now. Don't worry)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"- Fall Out Boy (O...k.)

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Sky Blue Sky- Wilco (Will I become the sky?)

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
All Time Lows- HelloGoodbye (Umm. Yeah. I'm taking that as a sign that I shouldn't have kids. Kids annoy me)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
American Idiot- Green Day (COOL!)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Steady As She Goes- The Raconteurs (That's what I wish I would do. I would probably run away screaming.)

WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?
The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls (Suuuurre.)

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
You Don't Know Me- Michael Buble (Chyea.)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco (Well. I do.)

WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)- My Chemical Romance (LOL LOL LOL!!!!)


Well, first off, my ipod apparently really likes The Beatles and Prince. I cheated slightly and skipped over songs because my ipod kept picking Beatles and Prince songs. I have a TON of Beatles songs.

One more rant, then I'm good...

When one enters my bedroom, the first thing that they notice are my walls. And the funny thing is that you can barely seen my walls. You see, I’ve collected so many posters, pictures, and articles over the past months that two sides of my room are no longer even visible. They’re supposedly a deep shade of green, but I’m sure that the color’s faded a bit now for being covered up for so long. So what kind of posters have I decided to plaster all over my bedroom? Bands. Tons of them. But the band featured most would hands down be Panic! At the Disco. I’m going to say this very clear and simply: I’m obsessed with their music. You may want to re-read that line to make sure you’ve heard me correctly, or in this case read. I’m utterly obsessed with their MUSIC, not them. If someone were to ask me about their physical appearance, I’d say they look pretty good. But do I like them in that way? No, of course not. Do I say that I love them like the majority of their fan base? Absolutely not. I can’t say that I love them because I don’t personally know them. You can’t say that you love someone after only seeing their photo. Acting like that will only qualify you to be called names such as shallow, ignorant, and well...slut.- A fan fiction called "The Missing Frame" by Zeik.

I was reading that fanfic today, and as I read that part it almost perfectly describes me and my feelings about guys in famous bands like My Chem, Taking Back Sunday, Panic! at the Disco, ECT. I fell in love with these bands because of their MUSIC. I did not see their picture and say "Oh, they are sooo hot, I'm going to start listening to their music". I respect them as artists, well, because they make damn good music. Not because they are good looking.

I do have bands all over my walls, but I don't even have Panic! on my wall. The bands I like, I'm obsessed with their MUSIC. NOT THEM.

So if you come up to me and say Gerard Way is hot, It will take all my willpower not to gauge your eyes out. And even then I'm not promising anything.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. *sighs*

I think I got all of it out. And I hope I have made myself clear. I AM NOT A FANGIRL.

-Fracky Devine

P.S. Yes, I read fan fiction. Just because I like it. I'm not going to defend it, because I like to read it. Do I have myself clear? I only read the good fan fiction anyway.

Have the bold and italics made it clear that I'm PISSED?!?

Let Us All Whore Out The Camera

Hellloooo. Took some pictures of my now straight hair. Hope you like them.

HOLY SHIT! Holy Shit. Holy Shit. Holy...

I have big-ass news.

I"M GOING TO A CONCERT!

Would like to know what one?

PROJEKT REVOLUTION!

Hot damn!

My first concert ever. I'm friggen stoked. The only thing is, that I have to pay for the tickets myself. It would be about fifty dollars for me and and my mom, and I don't that kind of money yet. But I will! I working my ass off. I only found out today that the tour was coming to my area. I talked to my mom, and she said we could go. I made seven dollars already. The concert in August 19th. We're probably going to melt in that heat but I don't care.

Would you like to know what bands are playing Projekt Revolution?

My Chemical Romance
Taking Back Sunday
Mindless Self Indulgence
Placebo
HIM
Saosin
Julien- K
Styles Of Beyond
Linkin Park
The Bled
Madina Lake


Yeah. You heard me. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! This is my first concert, and it just so happens to be my favorite band ever. HELL YEAH.

*Starts running and doing a happy dance*

Home is where your chucks are...

My Chemical Romance- Cancer

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you."


"Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

This song... I don't know. Something about it amazes me. It's so tragic, yet so beautiful. Here is the song, if you want to hear it.

I feel so somber after reading the lyrics. But, I hope it speaks to your soul like it speaks to mine. I have never had a first hand experience with cancer, but my grandmother died from skin cancer. I never knew her, But I feel a special connection with her. My mom talks about her sometimes, and I know she was an amazing person.

This is for you Grandma. I'll love you forever.

FUSL # 14 --Extra Edition

Ok so, big happenings up the Untitled Song List. I come to you with Gym Class Heroes new video and Fall Out Boy’s new video.

1. Gym Class Heroes- Clothes Off!

I liked it. It was funny. It bet you five bucks that Travis Mccoy (lead singer/rapper) had a good time filming this. Especially with those girls dancing around him. Ya think?

2. Fall Out Boy- The Take Over, The Breaks Over

Again I say, it’s okay. I don’t really love it at all, but that is just me. Oh and I have to say, Patrick Stump (lead singer) looks ADORABLE in this video. Sorry but I had to say that. LOL.

3. From Autumn To Ashes- Pioneers

Ah, I love screamo.

4. The Academy Is…- Neighbors

The Academy Is…’s new video. Personally, I completely love the song. I like the video too.

5. New Found Glory- It’s Not Your Fault

I know… I’m re-posting a song. But I looove this song.

6. Arctic Monkeys- Brianstorm

Dude. I. Love. This. Song.

7. Smashing Pumpkins- 1979

Billy Corgan’s voice scares the SHIT out of me. It’s so hauntingly gorgeous. Plus the name of The Smashing Pumpkins album is “Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness”. How much do you love that? Ok, how much do I love that? I love it so.

8. Taking Back Sunday- A Decade Under the Influence

Damn. I love music. I love it so. And I love Taking Back Sunday.

9. Radiohead- Creep

My mom got me into this song. Yeah you heard me. My mom. I do have to say, I have the coolest and best mom ever. ; )

10. Damien Rice- Creep (Radiohead Cover)

This song suits Damien Rice so well. Because yes, Damien Rice is a creep. And a weirdo. But a fantastic cover of this song.

11. Radiohead- Karma Police

Gawd. I luurrvve Radiohead. It’s Paramore all over again.

12. The Used- The Bird and The Worm

I know, again, I’m re-posting a video. But I have to say, this really is the best music video I have ever seen. Not the best song, but a fan-freaking-tastic video. It WILL blow your face off. I can’t wait to see what the do with Pretty Handsome Awkward. I heard that was going to be their next video.

13. Mute Math- Typical

Another amazing video.

14. My Chemical Romance- Mama

I looovvveee this song. It’s very dark, but sung in a very cheeky sort of way.

15. Jon McLaughlin- Beautiful Disaster

I *almost* like this song. I only really like the chorus.

16. The Rolling Stones- (I Can’t No) Satisfaction

This should be self-explanatory.

17. The Beastie Boys- Fight For Your Right

This is one the of funniest songs/videos ever.

18. Nine Inch Nails- Only

This is a WICKED video.

Told ya I had extra.

Get to know your hero, Fracky.

Hey! I'm witty!

FAVORITE:

1. Boy's name: Aiden
2. Girl's name: Helena, Peyton

3. Fruit? Pineapple
4. Book? Favorite book ever? Well, damn, I can't choose.
5. Actor? Mark Wahlberg, Alan Rickman, and Ralph Fiennes.

6. Time Killer? Computer, TV, Reading, Music
7. Color of Ink? Black
8. Car? Hybrid
9. Publishing Company? Erm...I dunno.
10. School Subject? English
11. Breed of Dog? Boston Terrier
12. Kind of Fish? Red fish, Blue fish, old fish, new fish
13. Kind of Flower? Lilies
14. Band? My Chemical Romance + Good Music
15. Kind of Silverware? SPORKS + FPOONS!

LEAST FAVORITE:
16. Animal? I love them all.
17. Brand of Shoe? Shoes that fall apart?
18. Genre of Book? Psycho Serial Killer books.
19. Thing to touch? Dirty dishes...Ew!
20. Sound? When my dog eats. That drives me insane.
21. Movie? Hm. Probably pornos? I can't say I hate any movies. Even bad ones are hilarious.
22. Emotion? Sadness.

COLOR OF:
23. Your Current Eyeshadow? Black
24. Primary Family Car? Blue
25. Your Favorite Towel? Green
26. Your Favorite Shirt? It's a +44 shirt.
27. The pajamas you wore last night? Tank top, black shorts.
28. You favorite textbook? Text book? What's that? Have you forgotten that I am homeschooled?
29. Your drinking glass? Um, I can drink out of it.

SCARIEST:
30. Movie? The Hills Have Eyes. Haven't seen it, and I don't want too.
31. Book? I don't do scary books, but I have been thinking about getting into Steven King.
32. Insect? Bugs in general.
33. Time of day? Urm, I don't know.

MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT:
34. Siblings? When he breaths. Grrr.
35. Best Friend? My best friend is clueless.
36. The opposite sex? They are to confusing.

IN A PERFECT FUTURE:
37. Where would you live? Wherever my heart takes me
38. What would your job be? DRUMMER! Also part time horse back rider.
39. How many kids would you have? Zero. I can't deal with kids.
40. Would you have a tattoo? Hell yeah.

WHAT'S THE STRANGEST:
41. Name you can think of right now? Fred Maraschino.
42. Thing you've ever said to a stranger? My mom said never to talk to strangers. LOL. Umm, I don't know. I have busted out laughing in front of a stranger. I got a funny look from him.

WHICH ONE?
43. Halloween or Valentine's Day? Halloween
44. Mascara or eyeliner? Eyeliner
45. Gore or Suspense? Suspense
46. Ocean or sky? Erm. Sky?
47. Warm or cool colors? Cool.
48. Wooden or leather chair? Wooden
49. Spikes or chains? Chains, I like spikes, but I usually hurt myself.
50. Rock or Metal? Rock
51. Circus or canival? Neither
52. Headbanging or breakdancing? Headbanging, duh.
53. Book or Movie? Book


HAVE YOU EVER:
55, Fallen asleep with your eyes open? I don't know. I was sleeping.
56. Been so bored that you considered cleaning out your closet? Yes. Kinda sad, right?
57. Gotten in a full-scale poke war with your 2 best friends? Chyea.
58. Been in a hug competition with your entire class? No. And, huh?
59. Had a silent argument with someone? No.
60.Had your locker door slammed on your hand? No. But I have had my fingers smushed in a car door. Ohh, I like that word. Smushed. It's fun to say!
61. Been able to put together a 1,000 peice jigsaw puzzle? Nope.
62. Hated a teacher? Who hasn't?
63. Suddenly realized that someone was cute and now you have a crush on them? Yes. Mikey Way. But I don't have a crush on him. Ohh, and Quinn Allman. And, again, I don't have a crush on him. Crushes are so last year, babe.
64. Held on to something so hard that your hand bruised? I don't think so.

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I found another one! Wootsky!

Single or Taken: Single, biatch.

Happy about that: Why? You interested?

Eye color: Soulful brown

Shoe size: 7
Height: 4'11'

What are you wearing right now?: Clothes. My ass.
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FAVORITES

Kind of pants: The kind that fit?

Animal: Horses.

Drink (non alcoholic): Lemonade. And gluten-free beer tastes pretty good. Wait. Did you say non-alcoholic? + Diet Coke.

Month: April.

Juice: Lemonade

Cartoon character: I don't watch cartoons.

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Have You Ever...

Bungee Jumped?: No.

Gone skinny dipping?: Believe what you what to believe.

Eaten a hot dog?: Yep, two days ago, at a horse show.

Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Surely.

Broken a bone?: Nope.

Played truth or dare?: Yes.

Been on a plane?: Yes.

Came close to dying?: Yes.

Been in a sauna?: No.

Been in a hot tub?: Yes.

Swam in the ocean?: Nope.

Fell asleep in school?: Of course.

Run away?: Yes.

Cried when someone died?: Yes.

Fell off your chair?: Uh huh.

Peed in a pool?: If you haven't peed in a pool you haven't really lived. And yes, when I was younger. I don't go to the pool anymore.
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What is...

Your good luck charm?: The best friends necklace my friend got me.

New fav. Song?: "When It Rains" by Paramore

What is beside you?: Stuff

What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Herbal Essences. Yeah I know. The orgasm shampoo.

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Ever Had..

Chicken pox: Yes

Sore Throat: Yes.

Stitches: Nope.
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Do You...

Believe in love at first sight?: I always blink first.

Long distant relationships?: Sure.

Like school?: No.
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Question...
Who was the last person that called you?: Uhh, Kristen.

Who makes you smile the most?: Sutton, Allie, Lauren, Lily, Allison, Gaby, Gaby (I know two Gaby's.), Megan, Kelsey, Ana. Life makes me smile. Funny people make me smile. coughNathancough.

Who knows you the best: My Mom.
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Do you like filling these out?: If you don't know me by now/You will never know me- "If You Don't Know Me By Now" by Simply Red.

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: Nope.

Do you like yourself?: Always

Are you kidding?: Yes.

Do you get along with your family?: Sure.
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Are You...

Obsessive Compulsive?: About certain things

Suicidal?: Nope
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Final Questions:

Hated someone in your family?: His name starts with Shamed and ends with Monkey.

Gotten any awards?: 1st is a horse show! GO ME!

What car/truck do you wish to have? Hybrid.

Good driver?: I'm not driving yet.

Have a lava lamp?: No. But I would love to be high, listening to Pink Floyd, and looking at a lava lamp. That is what you call happiness.

What was your last dream about?: I was the drummer for The Used. But then my phone woke me up.

Scary or Funny Movies?: Funny

Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla

Summer or winter?: Summer

Diamond or pearl?: Diamond.

Sprite or 7up?: Diet Coke.

Coffee or tea?: Tea.

Phone or in person?: Person
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Today did you...

Buy something: No. But I bought Revolver magazine yesterday. It had the Projekt Revolution bands on it.

Feel sick?: Chyea.

Talked to an ex?: Nope

Miss someone?: I miss my ignorance about people
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Last person who....

Slept in your bed?: Kurt Cobain. And John Lennon. + Tupac.

Saw/heard you cry?: I can't remember the last time I cried.

Made you cry?: Same as above.
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Random.....

Piercing/Tattoos?: Zero. I want a black horse with flames for the mane and tail as my tattoo. And I want a lip piercing.

What are you most scared of right now?: Death.

Who do you really hate?: I hate Pete Wentz for being him. I hate myself for falling for him.

Do you have a job?: Yes.

Are you thinking about someone right now?: Now? Pete Wentz. I don't feel that I have a crush on him. A crush sounds too second grade. But I don't feel I love him either. I also hate him because I like him. Does that make sense? How can someone I don't know make me care about him so much? Gawd. This is a load of bullshit.

Do you think there thinkin about you?: Um no. Pete Wentz does not know me. I don't think he could care less about a teenage girl hating him and loving him at the same time. I think what made me hate him the most is Ashlee Simpson. I don't care that he is dating. Everyone deserves to be happy. But Ashlee Simpson? Come onnnn homie.

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Okay, I promise last one.

START:.
1. Honestly, how many people have you kissed
Haha. Ready? N.O.N.E.

2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Green baby.

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
I'm contemplating life.

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Listening to "Monster" by Meg & Dia and doing this survey.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
No.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
No.

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
No. But, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL all the way baby!

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
People who are going to warped and Projekt Revolution. People who went to Bamboozle and Honda Civic Tour.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Horses, Music, Friends, Being by myself listening to music.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Yeah.

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes. Zac Farro, Mark O'Connell, Bob Bryar. Because they are all drummers. And John Lennon. And Rob Zombie. Oh, and, Marilyn Manson.

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
I don't think so.

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell?
Couple months ago.

14. Honestly, are you loyal?
Chyea.

15. Honestly, are you in denial?
Yes.

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
With my friend Sutton, at warped.

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
*whispers* Yes, and he'll never know. And, it isn't Pete Wentz. This guy is my age, I think a year older.

18. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
Um no. Seeing as he lives in a different state and has a girlfriend.

19. Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you?
I don't remember. It was a couple hours ago.

20. Honestly, what did you say to them?
Again, don't remember.

21. Gone out of your way to make a new friend:
Sure. Maybe.

22. Honestly, do you kiss and tell?
I have yet to do so.

.:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:.
*Anger Section*

23. What do you do when you're mad?
Scream.

24. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Yelled some pretty mean things.

25. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes

26. Do you swear when you're mad?
Yes, you can tell I'm really pissed when f-words start to fly out of my mouth. Oh, wait. F-words tend to fly out of my mouth all the time. When I say the the f-word in a pissed off tone? LOL.

*Crying Section*

27. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
When I was feeling hopeless about my life.

28. Cried yourself to sleep?
Last year.

29. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
Dude. No. I don't cry anymore when I fall off a horse. I used to, when I was first riding.

30. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.

31. What usually makes you cry?
Thinking about sad things?

*Happy Section*

32. Are you normally a happy person?
I am entirely too moody.

33. What can make you happy?
Horses. Music. Hot Guys.

34. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Depends if I'm sad because of them or not.

*Self-Esteem Section*

35. Do you believe in yourself?
Yes.

36. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
Yes.

Last Questions:

1.If you could marry ANY ONE in the world, who would it be?
Someone who loves me for me.

2.Do you wear eyeliner/'guy'liner?
Eyeliner.

3. If so, What color?
Black, Turquoise, Dark Blue, whatever I feel like.

4. If you had 1 more hour to live, what would you do?
Say goodbye to the horses I love, Go up to the guy I like and tell him I like him, go to the top of a hill and just scream my heart out, listen to Welcome To The Black Parade one more time, meet Steven Smith from Steven's Untitled Rock Show because that is one RAD dude.

5. Do you watch CSI regularly?
No. Ew.

6. If not, what show?
America's Next Top Model, Degrassi, One Tree Hill, FUSE, Steven's Untitled Rock Show. Mostly shallow shit.

7. Have you ever thought of committing suicide?
Yes.


8. Are you a Preppy Princess/Prince?
Lyke, OMGZ, yes! (Seriously? NO!)

9. If you were forced to get a tattoo, what would you get? If you already have a tattoo, what other tattoo would you get?
Black horse with flames for the mane and tail.

10. When your favorite song comes on (In public) the radio, would you sing?
Gawd yes.

11. Are you into Bling?
Haha. Of course. Who doesn't love some good grillz!

12. Goth?
Labels are for idiots.

13. Do you smoke?
Gag me with a spork

14. Drink?
Not yet.

15. Do you know who the sexy Pete Wentz is?
I hate him at the moment, thank you.

16. Do you like guys/girls that wear eye make-up like Pete? (Smeared eyeliner and eyeshadow combo)
What's up with Pete in these questions? It depends. Sometimes. But if they wear more than me...that's a problem.

17. Do you play/ wish to play an instrument?
I want to play: DRUMS, guitar, bass, mandolin, piano, cello, and I want singing lessons.

18. Have you ever been to a concert?
No. Sad huh?

19. Who's you favorite band?
My Chemical Romance, Paramore, The Hush Sound, The Format, and like 6000 more. It's like asking me to choose a favorite child.

20. Have you ever seen the show My So-Called Life?
No.

21. Do you care if people gossip about you or some one else you care for?
I don't care if they talk about me.

22. Do you gossip?
No

23. If you best friend was being called names and bullied, what would YOU do?
Kick someone's ass.

24. Would you sleep with any of your friends?
No, most of my friends are girls.

25. If you were given all the power in the world, what would you do?
World peace, babe. Plus a drum kit. DUH. I'm laughing out loud right now.

26. Do you belive in the motto 'You Get What You Give'? Why or Why not?
Yes. And I'm now getting that tattoed somewhere. Because I think there is a little thing call karma.

Here is where Fracky rants again!

I HATE when people online use abbreviations. I hate when people do it at all. Yes, I have been known to do a LOL here and there but can you please refrain from talking like this around me:

OMG, BdEn UrIe Is LyKe SOOOO F*KiN hAwT. i LuFFF hIm! (These people really do type like this. Yuck.)

Or:

LMFAO (What does that even MEAN? Apparently I'm an idiot.)

LOLZ (Why the Z?)

OMGZ (Again, WHY THE FLIPPEN Z? Is it faster to type like an idiot?)



P.S. Well excuuusseee me for thinking Brendon Urie is not all that hot. He's kinda cute, I guess. The cutest guy in Panic! at the Disco is Spencer Smith. Because he is a drummer. And because I say so. So there.

Am I the only one who think teenies are ridiculous + annoying + mildly stalkerish? Leave these poor boys alone. They HAVE lives! (Well, I guess they do, I don't know first hand.) Would you like it if practically the whole world knew who you have dated, who you are currently dating, ECT? No, I didn't think so. That's why I just swoon sometimes. I'm not in love with them. Or any guy for that matter. (Hold on, I am currently in love with John Lennon and Rob Zombie.) Do you see me knowing all about these people's lives? I didn't think so. Yes, I am a teenager, but I do not act like a teeny-bopper. I read books. I have a broad vocabulary. I feel I am a mature and educated person. Now, I am NOT saying I am better than anyone else. I just feel everyone should get on with their OWN lives.

Go away pooheads.

- Fracky! at the Disco

Tragic story, told in pictures.

A/N: Yes, I stole this from my Mom. What are you going to do about it? Ha ha.