FUSL # 16-- For Your Amusment

This list has completely morphed into something other than what it was intended to be. So, I’m changing the description. It’s basically videos I love and/or find amusing. Mostly music though.

1. Synyster Gates & Zacky Vengeance Playing Guitar
Avenged Sevenfold

Jesus. Avenged Sevenfold rocks my socks. When they were playing the Bat Country Main Harmony, uh… yeah. Guitargasm. LOL.

2. Dudes From The Honda Civic Tour Acting Like Well… Idiots
+44, Fall Out Boy, Paul Wall, Tech, Security, and Merch dudes. Also some other people I don’t know. I’m only assuming.

This video made me laugh so freaking hard. Hell, I’m still laughing. This video is the shit. I know it’s probably been posted like a thousands times by teenie fangirls who exclaim over how hot Pete Wentz is, but I am merely posting this for my own enjoyment. And Mark Hoppus is the shit. Thankyouverymuch.

3. Paramore Webisode # 2
Paramore = Hayley Williams, Lead Singer. Josh Farro, Guitar. Zac Farro, Drums. Jeremy Davis, Bass. So there you go. Friggen-A! Dude I’m a dork. And totally getting off track here. Sooo, bye!

Yep. I rambled in a different spot. I’m cool like that. And this is merely for my own amusement.

4. Dan Whitesides’s Alphabet Song
The Used = Bert McCracken, Lead Singer. Jeph Howard, Bass. Dan Whitesides, Drums (F***IN A!). Quinn Allman, Guitar. That’s what I’m talkin about.

We’ll just call this list, “For Your Amusement”.

5. Beautiful Girls
Sean Kingston
Sean Kingston

I love this song. So damn much.

6. The Boarder Patrol
The Hush Sound

Yeah again, this is frickin fuuunnny. Another reason why I love The Hush Sound.

7. The Hush Sound Holiday Greeting
The Hush Sound

Love the John Lennon and Black Sabbath posters. LOL. And was that a Jimi Hendrix poster? Duuudde.

8. Cute Is What We Aim For Tour Update
Cute Is What We Aim For

Dorks. But funny dorks.

9. TAI TV Episode 17
The Academy Is…

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! KNEE SLAPPER!

10. TAI TV Episode 12
The Academy Is…

HA HA HA HA HA HA! Even more KNEE SLAPPER! And if you are wondering, yes I know I’m a dork. Get over it. While I LAUGH OUT LOUD!

11. How To Make MILO
Made by a girl I don’t know… so yeah.

Don’t know who this is, but this video is HI-LARIOUS! Chyea.

12. Skittles Singing Bunny Commercial

I LOVE this commercial. I love skittles too.

13. Taking Back Sunday & My Chemical Romance Wish You A Happy New Year
Taking Back Sunday & My Chemical Romance

"A big fluffy cloud of ow". Ha ha, that's funny.

14. Taking Back Sunday- Happy New Year
Taking Back Sunday

The shortie always wins!

Soo, I ended up having only two music videos on this list, so we'll just call it "For Your Amusement".

Books, Horses, Music, We've Got It All!

Just an update and some thoughts...

Well. Last week I fell off Dori in my horse back riding lesson. It was a really funny fall too. I sat up, sat there for a moment and went to catch Dori. My instructor made me jump a line a thousand times until I got it right. Dori was going really fast, and my instructor had me do it until I slowed her down. When I got back from my lesson I was really sick because of the heat. Also, my half chaps rub my legs raw, and when I got back from my lesson and took off my chaps, my legs and breeches were bloody. Nice huh? I guess what they say is true. No pain, no gain.

I finally started reading the Harry Potter series. I tried reading the books when it first came out and I couldn't get into it. But on Sunday, I read the entire book in one day. And I took a nap, because I hadn't been sleeping lately. I'm currently on The Chamber of Secrets. I'm loving it. I'm almost finished with The Eyes Of The Dragon by Stephen King. I'm going to read The Shining next.

An update on Projekt Revolution. I currently have 20 dollars. I need 75 dollars. I'm pathetic.

My hair is red! I know, random, but I wanted to say it. My best friend and I, in a couple weeks, are going to Hot Topic and getting hair dye. She wants lime green streaks. I was thinking blue. I trying to convince my mom to let me get bangs. Not going so well.

Song Lyric of The Day: "As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights."- Bat Country: Avenged Sevenfold

Word of The Day: Benevolent

Song of The Day: Blitzkrieg Bop: The Ramones (I know, I'm obsessed!)

Survey of The Day:
A - Available - Um, yeah.

B - Best Friends - Ana, other friends I have.

C - Crush - I'm not telling.

D - Dad's Name - Boogieman (That is his online name)

E - Easiest Person To Talk To -My friends, my mom.

F - Favorite Band - Wayyyy to many to list. It's like asking me to choose a favorite child.

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Worms, duh. Ha ha.

H - Hometown - In your dreams

I - Instrument - None, *tear*. But I am taking singing lessons.

J - Job - Yes

K - Kids - No

M - Milk Flavor - Regular, I guess.

N - Number Of Siblings - 1

O - One Wish - To feel comfortable in my own skin

P - Phobias - Bugs, Needles scare the shit out of me.

Q - Favorite Quote - "They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me". Ha ha, not really. I don't know. I like A LOT of quotes, so it would be hard to pick just one.

R - Reason To Smile - Music, horses, life

S - Song You Last Heard - Right On, Right Now: PowerSpace

T - Time You Woke Up - 7:30 AM

U - Unknown Fact About Me - I don't know. Maybe that underneath all of my problems, I really do have a good heart.

V - Vegetable - Carrot

W - Worst Habits - I bite my nails...

X - X-Rays you've had- Zero.

Y - Your Favorite Foods - I'm OBSESSED with Lima Beans at the moment. And I have no idea why. I'm a weird ass... But you knew that already.

Z - Zodiac Sign - Taurus

Sound Of My Life

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening credits: Gnik Nus- The Beatles

Waking up: Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too- Say Anything

First day at school: Side With The Seeds- Wilco

Falling in love: Dani California- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Fight song: Whoa- Paramore

Breaking up: Leave Me (Like You Found Me)- Wilco

Prom: Let This Go- Paramore

Mental Breakdown: Choux Pastry Heart- Corinne Bailey Rae

Driving: Another Girl- The Beatles

Flashback: Kill All Your Friends- My Chemical Romance (LOL)

Getting Back Together: I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco

Wedding Song: Wonderwall- Oasis

Birth of a Child: Coming Undone- Korn (Another reason I shouldn’t have children!)

Final Battle: Walken- Wilco

Death Scene: Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band- The Beatles

Funeral Song: Stars- Switchfoot

Credits: Us and Them- Pink Floyd

FUSL # 15 -- Lite Edition

I’m changing this up a bit. Instead of just listing the artist and titles, I’m also going to include the album name. For example:

Name: crushcrushcrush
Artist: Paramore
CD Title: RIOT!

You likey?

1. Bat Country
Avenged Sevenfold
City Of Evil

Holy shit. That guitar solo… holy shit.

2. Beast and the Harlot
Avenged Sevenfold
City Of Evil

Holy shit. Holy shit!!!!

3. Blitzkrieg Bop
The Ramones
Hey! Ho! Let's Go: The Anthology

Gahh, I love this song. It’s THE BEST to dance to. Plus it’s the friggen Ramones. Nuff said. It's the shizz.

4. Potential Breakup Song
Aly & AJ
Insomniatic

God, I’m so bad. But I do like this song. It has a touch of electronica. That’s probably why I like it. 

5. Riot
Three Days Grace
One-X

Dude, I love this song. It was stuck in my head for four days after I heard it.

6. Seasons of Love
The Cast of RENT
RENT Movie Soundtrack

I love this movie. If you haven’t seen it, watch it!

7. Heaven Help Us
My Chemical Romance
B-Side

I’m shameless. And hopelessly addicted to My Chemical Romance’s music. I’m promise this is the last My Chem video for a while.

8. The Queen and I
Gym Class Heroes
A Cruel As School Children

This is probably my favorite GCH song. I love how they forgot the Y in DecayDance. It made me laugh. LOL. See. Laughing. LOL. OH NO. VICIOUS CIRCLE. A vicious laughing circle. LOL. DAMMIT. LOL. I have a problem.

9. Stop Me
Mark Ronson ft. Daniel Merriweather
Version

This video is brilliant. The thing that blows my mind is that this used to be a Smiths song. Well, it still is a Smiths song, but Mark Ronson reworked it.

10. Panic! at the Disco Rolling Stone Interview

This make me laugh so hard every time I see it. LOL. Dammit. Let’s not get in a vicious circle again. Anyway, let me tell you the band member’s names and what instrument they play, because I’m cool like that. Top left, Spencer Smith, Drums. Top right, Jon Walker, Bass. Bottom left, Ryan Ross, Guitarist/Lyricist. Bottom right, Brendon Urie, lead vocals. Dude, I’m watching this video while I write this and I’m laughing so hard right now. Dammmmnnnn. LOL. Gawd. I really do have a problem.

11. Welcome to the Black Parade (Live on AOL Sessions)
My Chemical Romance
The Black Parade

This seriously made me cry. I was really crying.

A Reflective Post

So, a couple minutes earlier, I am lying in my bed listening to Fall Out Boy's new CD Infinity On High in the dark. It made me think about things.

Well, my first thought or feeling, was regret. Regret for the letting the band member's personalities and what they did with their lives affect me so. Regret for dropping this band like a hot potato when I found that I did not respect the band members anymore.

Nostalgia. Fall Out Boy was my first band love EVER. They got me into music. I looked up the bands they liked and looked up bands on the same label as them. For that, I am eternally grateful.

Realization. Realization that they are not the best band in the world. Realization that other bands make better music. As I was listening to it, I found that it wasn't amazing or powerful or epic. It's just good. It's not great.

Pete Wentz's lyrics are very egotistical. "The only thing I haven't done yet is die." Ok. We get it. But that being said, that boy does have a way with words, egotistical or not.

I don't want to be a Fall Out Boy hater or die-hard "Fall Out Boy is my favorite band, they make the most amazing music" kind of fan. I like them. I don't necessarily respect them.

Gawd. Fall Out Boy and I have had a very long and winding relationship. And I feel I have come to some acceptence.

-Fracky

I admit it, I'm a survey whore

What I said above.

Music Horoscope!
So what you do is put your iPod on shuffle and press forward for each question. The song title is the answer to the question. Have fun folks! Heres mine.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?

It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish- My Chemical Romance (Hmmm. What does that mean?)

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Don't Wake Me Up- The Hush Sound (OH NO. I won't get far in life because I will be sleeping! LOL.)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Getchoo- Weezer (Huh. Maybe I need new friends.)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
I Am The Walrus -The Beatles (I'm sooooo getting married to a walrus!)

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
7- Prince (My best friend doesn't even LIKE Prince)

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
I Don't Wanna Be- Gavin DeGraw (Hmm. Not to bad.)

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Let This Go- Paramore (Uh. Ok)

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
All You Need Is Love- The Beatles (True, true)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying- Fall Out Boy (The best thing about my friends is that they die?)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Breathless- Corinne Bailey Rae (Nice, maybe a boy will take my breath away. I wish)

DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Nothing Compares 2 U- Prince (LOL. I am listening to this and makes my laugh for some reason.)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Stuck To You- HelloGoodbye (Huh?)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Time To Dance- Panic! at the Disco (YEAH BOI!)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
You Like Me Too Much-The Beatles (LOL LOL LOL!)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Calm Before The Storm- Fall Out Boy (I like that.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Grenade Jumper- Fall Out Boy (Interesting.)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Over My Head (Cable Car)- The Fray (Does that mean yes? Oh and yes I have The Fray on my ipod. It was a dark point in my life when I liked pop rock. I'm over it now. Don't worry)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"- Fall Out Boy (O...k.)

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Sky Blue Sky- Wilco (Will I become the sky?)

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
All Time Lows- HelloGoodbye (Umm. Yeah. I'm taking that as a sign that I shouldn't have kids. Kids annoy me)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
American Idiot- Green Day (COOL!)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Steady As She Goes- The Raconteurs (That's what I wish I would do. I would probably run away screaming.)

WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?
The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls (Suuuurre.)

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
You Don't Know Me- Michael Buble (Chyea.)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco (Well. I do.)

WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)- My Chemical Romance (LOL LOL LOL!!!!)


Well, first off, my ipod apparently really likes The Beatles and Prince. I cheated slightly and skipped over songs because my ipod kept picking Beatles and Prince songs. I have a TON of Beatles songs.

One more rant, then I'm good...

When one enters my bedroom, the first thing that they notice are my walls. And the funny thing is that you can barely seen my walls. You see, I’ve collected so many posters, pictures, and articles over the past months that two sides of my room are no longer even visible. They’re supposedly a deep shade of green, but I’m sure that the color’s faded a bit now for being covered up for so long. So what kind of posters have I decided to plaster all over my bedroom? Bands. Tons of them. But the band featured most would hands down be Panic! At the Disco. I’m going to say this very clear and simply: I’m obsessed with their music. You may want to re-read that line to make sure you’ve heard me correctly, or in this case read. I’m utterly obsessed with their MUSIC, not them. If someone were to ask me about their physical appearance, I’d say they look pretty good. But do I like them in that way? No, of course not. Do I say that I love them like the majority of their fan base? Absolutely not. I can’t say that I love them because I don’t personally know them. You can’t say that you love someone after only seeing their photo. Acting like that will only qualify you to be called names such as shallow, ignorant, and well...slut.- A fan fiction called "The Missing Frame" by Zeik.

I was reading that fanfic today, and as I read that part it almost perfectly describes me and my feelings about guys in famous bands like My Chem, Taking Back Sunday, Panic! at the Disco, ECT. I fell in love with these bands because of their MUSIC. I did not see their picture and say "Oh, they are sooo hot, I'm going to start listening to their music". I respect them as artists, well, because they make damn good music. Not because they are good looking.

I do have bands all over my walls, but I don't even have Panic! on my wall. The bands I like, I'm obsessed with their MUSIC. NOT THEM.

So if you come up to me and say Gerard Way is hot, It will take all my willpower not to gauge your eyes out. And even then I'm not promising anything.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. *sighs*

I think I got all of it out. And I hope I have made myself clear. I AM NOT A FANGIRL.

-Fracky Devine

P.S. Yes, I read fan fiction. Just because I like it. I'm not going to defend it, because I like to read it. Do I have myself clear? I only read the good fan fiction anyway.

Have the bold and italics made it clear that I'm PISSED?!?

Let Us All Whore Out The Camera

Hellloooo. Took some pictures of my now straight hair. Hope you like them.

HOLY SHIT! Holy Shit. Holy Shit. Holy...

I have big-ass news.

I"M GOING TO A CONCERT!

Would like to know what one?

PROJEKT REVOLUTION!

Hot damn!

My first concert ever. I'm friggen stoked. The only thing is, that I have to pay for the tickets myself. It would be about fifty dollars for me and and my mom, and I don't that kind of money yet. But I will! I working my ass off. I only found out today that the tour was coming to my area. I talked to my mom, and she said we could go. I made seven dollars already. The concert in August 19th. We're probably going to melt in that heat but I don't care.

Would you like to know what bands are playing Projekt Revolution?

My Chemical Romance
Taking Back Sunday
Mindless Self Indulgence
Placebo
HIM
Saosin
Julien- K
Styles Of Beyond
Linkin Park
The Bled
Madina Lake


Yeah. You heard me. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! This is my first concert, and it just so happens to be my favorite band ever. HELL YEAH.

*Starts running and doing a happy dance*

Home is where your chucks are...

My Chemical Romance- Cancer

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you."


"Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

This song... I don't know. Something about it amazes me. It's so tragic, yet so beautiful. Here is the song, if you want to hear it.

I feel so somber after reading the lyrics. But, I hope it speaks to your soul like it speaks to mine. I have never had a first hand experience with cancer, but my grandmother died from skin cancer. I never knew her, But I feel a special connection with her. My mom talks about her sometimes, and I know she was an amazing person.

This is for you Grandma. I'll love you forever.

FUSL # 14 --Extra Edition

Ok so, big happenings up the Untitled Song List. I come to you with Gym Class Heroes new video and Fall Out Boy’s new video.

1. Gym Class Heroes- Clothes Off!

I liked it. It was funny. It bet you five bucks that Travis Mccoy (lead singer/rapper) had a good time filming this. Especially with those girls dancing around him. Ya think?

2. Fall Out Boy- The Take Over, The Breaks Over

Again I say, it’s okay. I don’t really love it at all, but that is just me. Oh and I have to say, Patrick Stump (lead singer) looks ADORABLE in this video. Sorry but I had to say that. LOL.

3. From Autumn To Ashes- Pioneers

Ah, I love screamo.

4. The Academy Is…- Neighbors

The Academy Is…’s new video. Personally, I completely love the song. I like the video too.

5. New Found Glory- It’s Not Your Fault

I know… I’m re-posting a song. But I looove this song.

6. Arctic Monkeys- Brianstorm

Dude. I. Love. This. Song.

7. Smashing Pumpkins- 1979

Billy Corgan’s voice scares the SHIT out of me. It’s so hauntingly gorgeous. Plus the name of The Smashing Pumpkins album is “Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness”. How much do you love that? Ok, how much do I love that? I love it so.

8. Taking Back Sunday- A Decade Under the Influence

Damn. I love music. I love it so. And I love Taking Back Sunday.

9. Radiohead- Creep

My mom got me into this song. Yeah you heard me. My mom. I do have to say, I have the coolest and best mom ever. ; )

10. Damien Rice- Creep (Radiohead Cover)

This song suits Damien Rice so well. Because yes, Damien Rice is a creep. And a weirdo. But a fantastic cover of this song.

11. Radiohead- Karma Police

Gawd. I luurrvve Radiohead. It’s Paramore all over again.

12. The Used- The Bird and The Worm

I know, again, I’m re-posting a video. But I have to say, this really is the best music video I have ever seen. Not the best song, but a fan-freaking-tastic video. It WILL blow your face off. I can’t wait to see what the do with Pretty Handsome Awkward. I heard that was going to be their next video.

13. Mute Math- Typical

Another amazing video.

14. My Chemical Romance- Mama

I looovvveee this song. It’s very dark, but sung in a very cheeky sort of way.

15. Jon McLaughlin- Beautiful Disaster

I *almost* like this song. I only really like the chorus.

16. The Rolling Stones- (I Can’t No) Satisfaction

This should be self-explanatory.

17. The Beastie Boys- Fight For Your Right

This is one the of funniest songs/videos ever.

18. Nine Inch Nails- Only

This is a WICKED video.

Told ya I had extra.

Get to know your hero, Fracky.

Hey! I'm witty!

FAVORITE:

1. Boy's name: Aiden
2. Girl's name: Helena, Peyton

3. Fruit? Pineapple
4. Book? Favorite book ever? Well, damn, I can't choose.
5. Actor? Mark Wahlberg, Alan Rickman, and Ralph Fiennes.

6. Time Killer? Computer, TV, Reading, Music
7. Color of Ink? Black
8. Car? Hybrid
9. Publishing Company? Erm...I dunno.
10. School Subject? English
11. Breed of Dog? Boston Terrier
12. Kind of Fish? Red fish, Blue fish, old fish, new fish
13. Kind of Flower? Lilies
14. Band? My Chemical Romance + Good Music
15. Kind of Silverware? SPORKS + FPOONS!

LEAST FAVORITE:
16. Animal? I love them all.
17. Brand of Shoe? Shoes that fall apart?
18. Genre of Book? Psycho Serial Killer books.
19. Thing to touch? Dirty dishes...Ew!
20. Sound? When my dog eats. That drives me insane.
21. Movie? Hm. Probably pornos? I can't say I hate any movies. Even bad ones are hilarious.
22. Emotion? Sadness.

COLOR OF:
23. Your Current Eyeshadow? Black
24. Primary Family Car? Blue
25. Your Favorite Towel? Green
26. Your Favorite Shirt? It's a +44 shirt.
27. The pajamas you wore last night? Tank top, black shorts.
28. You favorite textbook? Text book? What's that? Have you forgotten that I am homeschooled?
29. Your drinking glass? Um, I can drink out of it.

SCARIEST:
30. Movie? The Hills Have Eyes. Haven't seen it, and I don't want too.
31. Book? I don't do scary books, but I have been thinking about getting into Steven King.
32. Insect? Bugs in general.
33. Time of day? Urm, I don't know.

MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT:
34. Siblings? When he breaths. Grrr.
35. Best Friend? My best friend is clueless.
36. The opposite sex? They are to confusing.

IN A PERFECT FUTURE:
37. Where would you live? Wherever my heart takes me
38. What would your job be? DRUMMER! Also part time horse back rider.
39. How many kids would you have? Zero. I can't deal with kids.
40. Would you have a tattoo? Hell yeah.

WHAT'S THE STRANGEST:
41. Name you can think of right now? Fred Maraschino.
42. Thing you've ever said to a stranger? My mom said never to talk to strangers. LOL. Umm, I don't know. I have busted out laughing in front of a stranger. I got a funny look from him.

WHICH ONE?
43. Halloween or Valentine's Day? Halloween
44. Mascara or eyeliner? Eyeliner
45. Gore or Suspense? Suspense
46. Ocean or sky? Erm. Sky?
47. Warm or cool colors? Cool.
48. Wooden or leather chair? Wooden
49. Spikes or chains? Chains, I like spikes, but I usually hurt myself.
50. Rock or Metal? Rock
51. Circus or canival? Neither
52. Headbanging or breakdancing? Headbanging, duh.
53. Book or Movie? Book


HAVE YOU EVER:
55, Fallen asleep with your eyes open? I don't know. I was sleeping.
56. Been so bored that you considered cleaning out your closet? Yes. Kinda sad, right?
57. Gotten in a full-scale poke war with your 2 best friends? Chyea.
58. Been in a hug competition with your entire class? No. And, huh?
59. Had a silent argument with someone? No.
60.Had your locker door slammed on your hand? No. But I have had my fingers smushed in a car door. Ohh, I like that word. Smushed. It's fun to say!
61. Been able to put together a 1,000 peice jigsaw puzzle? Nope.
62. Hated a teacher? Who hasn't?
63. Suddenly realized that someone was cute and now you have a crush on them? Yes. Mikey Way. But I don't have a crush on him. Ohh, and Quinn Allman. And, again, I don't have a crush on him. Crushes are so last year, babe.
64. Held on to something so hard that your hand bruised? I don't think so.

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I found another one! Wootsky!

Single or Taken: Single, biatch.

Happy about that: Why? You interested?

Eye color: Soulful brown

Shoe size: 7
Height: 4'11'

What are you wearing right now?: Clothes. My ass.
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FAVORITES

Kind of pants: The kind that fit?

Animal: Horses.

Drink (non alcoholic): Lemonade. And gluten-free beer tastes pretty good. Wait. Did you say non-alcoholic? + Diet Coke.

Month: April.

Juice: Lemonade

Cartoon character: I don't watch cartoons.

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Have You Ever...

Bungee Jumped?: No.

Gone skinny dipping?: Believe what you what to believe.

Eaten a hot dog?: Yep, two days ago, at a horse show.

Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Surely.

Broken a bone?: Nope.

Played truth or dare?: Yes.

Been on a plane?: Yes.

Came close to dying?: Yes.

Been in a sauna?: No.

Been in a hot tub?: Yes.

Swam in the ocean?: Nope.

Fell asleep in school?: Of course.

Run away?: Yes.

Cried when someone died?: Yes.

Fell off your chair?: Uh huh.

Peed in a pool?: If you haven't peed in a pool you haven't really lived. And yes, when I was younger. I don't go to the pool anymore.
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What is...

Your good luck charm?: The best friends necklace my friend got me.

New fav. Song?: "When It Rains" by Paramore

What is beside you?: Stuff

What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Herbal Essences. Yeah I know. The orgasm shampoo.

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Ever Had..

Chicken pox: Yes

Sore Throat: Yes.

Stitches: Nope.
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Do You...

Believe in love at first sight?: I always blink first.

Long distant relationships?: Sure.

Like school?: No.
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Question...
Who was the last person that called you?: Uhh, Kristen.

Who makes you smile the most?: Sutton, Allie, Lauren, Lily, Allison, Gaby, Gaby (I know two Gaby's.), Megan, Kelsey, Ana. Life makes me smile. Funny people make me smile. coughNathancough.

Who knows you the best: My Mom.
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Do you like filling these out?: If you don't know me by now/You will never know me- "If You Don't Know Me By Now" by Simply Red.

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: Nope.

Do you like yourself?: Always

Are you kidding?: Yes.

Do you get along with your family?: Sure.
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Are You...

Obsessive Compulsive?: About certain things

Suicidal?: Nope
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Final Questions:

Hated someone in your family?: His name starts with Shamed and ends with Monkey.

Gotten any awards?: 1st is a horse show! GO ME!

What car/truck do you wish to have? Hybrid.

Good driver?: I'm not driving yet.

Have a lava lamp?: No. But I would love to be high, listening to Pink Floyd, and looking at a lava lamp. That is what you call happiness.

What was your last dream about?: I was the drummer for The Used. But then my phone woke me up.

Scary or Funny Movies?: Funny

Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla

Summer or winter?: Summer

Diamond or pearl?: Diamond.

Sprite or 7up?: Diet Coke.

Coffee or tea?: Tea.

Phone or in person?: Person
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Today did you...

Buy something: No. But I bought Revolver magazine yesterday. It had the Projekt Revolution bands on it.

Feel sick?: Chyea.

Talked to an ex?: Nope

Miss someone?: I miss my ignorance about people
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Last person who....

Slept in your bed?: Kurt Cobain. And John Lennon. + Tupac.

Saw/heard you cry?: I can't remember the last time I cried.

Made you cry?: Same as above.
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Random.....

Piercing/Tattoos?: Zero. I want a black horse with flames for the mane and tail as my tattoo. And I want a lip piercing.

What are you most scared of right now?: Death.

Who do you really hate?: I hate Pete Wentz for being him. I hate myself for falling for him.

Do you have a job?: Yes.

Are you thinking about someone right now?: Now? Pete Wentz. I don't feel that I have a crush on him. A crush sounds too second grade. But I don't feel I love him either. I also hate him because I like him. Does that make sense? How can someone I don't know make me care about him so much? Gawd. This is a load of bullshit.

Do you think there thinkin about you?: Um no. Pete Wentz does not know me. I don't think he could care less about a teenage girl hating him and loving him at the same time. I think what made me hate him the most is Ashlee Simpson. I don't care that he is dating. Everyone deserves to be happy. But Ashlee Simpson? Come onnnn homie.

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Okay, I promise last one.

START:.
1. Honestly, how many people have you kissed
Haha. Ready? N.O.N.E.

2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Green baby.

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
I'm contemplating life.

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Listening to "Monster" by Meg & Dia and doing this survey.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
No.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
No.

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
No. But, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL all the way baby!

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
People who are going to warped and Projekt Revolution. People who went to Bamboozle and Honda Civic Tour.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Horses, Music, Friends, Being by myself listening to music.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Yeah.

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes. Zac Farro, Mark O'Connell, Bob Bryar. Because they are all drummers. And John Lennon. And Rob Zombie. Oh, and, Marilyn Manson.

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
I don't think so.

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell?
Couple months ago.

14. Honestly, are you loyal?
Chyea.

15. Honestly, are you in denial?
Yes.

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
With my friend Sutton, at warped.

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
*whispers* Yes, and he'll never know. And, it isn't Pete Wentz. This guy is my age, I think a year older.

18. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
Um no. Seeing as he lives in a different state and has a girlfriend.

19. Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you?
I don't remember. It was a couple hours ago.

20. Honestly, what did you say to them?
Again, don't remember.

21. Gone out of your way to make a new friend:
Sure. Maybe.

22. Honestly, do you kiss and tell?
I have yet to do so.

.:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:.
*Anger Section*

23. What do you do when you're mad?
Scream.

24. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Yelled some pretty mean things.

25. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes

26. Do you swear when you're mad?
Yes, you can tell I'm really pissed when f-words start to fly out of my mouth. Oh, wait. F-words tend to fly out of my mouth all the time. When I say the the f-word in a pissed off tone? LOL.

*Crying Section*

27. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
When I was feeling hopeless about my life.

28. Cried yourself to sleep?
Last year.

29. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
Dude. No. I don't cry anymore when I fall off a horse. I used to, when I was first riding.

30. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.

31. What usually makes you cry?
Thinking about sad things?

*Happy Section*

32. Are you normally a happy person?
I am entirely too moody.

33. What can make you happy?
Horses. Music. Hot Guys.

34. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Depends if I'm sad because of them or not.

*Self-Esteem Section*

35. Do you believe in yourself?
Yes.

36. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
Yes.

Last Questions:

1.If you could marry ANY ONE in the world, who would it be?
Someone who loves me for me.

2.Do you wear eyeliner/'guy'liner?
Eyeliner.

3. If so, What color?
Black, Turquoise, Dark Blue, whatever I feel like.

4. If you had 1 more hour to live, what would you do?
Say goodbye to the horses I love, Go up to the guy I like and tell him I like him, go to the top of a hill and just scream my heart out, listen to Welcome To The Black Parade one more time, meet Steven Smith from Steven's Untitled Rock Show because that is one RAD dude.

5. Do you watch CSI regularly?
No. Ew.

6. If not, what show?
America's Next Top Model, Degrassi, One Tree Hill, FUSE, Steven's Untitled Rock Show. Mostly shallow shit.

7. Have you ever thought of committing suicide?
Yes.


8. Are you a Preppy Princess/Prince?
Lyke, OMGZ, yes! (Seriously? NO!)

9. If you were forced to get a tattoo, what would you get? If you already have a tattoo, what other tattoo would you get?
Black horse with flames for the mane and tail.

10. When your favorite song comes on (In public) the radio, would you sing?
Gawd yes.

11. Are you into Bling?
Haha. Of course. Who doesn't love some good grillz!

12. Goth?
Labels are for idiots.

13. Do you smoke?
Gag me with a spork

14. Drink?
Not yet.

15. Do you know who the sexy Pete Wentz is?
I hate him at the moment, thank you.

16. Do you like guys/girls that wear eye make-up like Pete? (Smeared eyeliner and eyeshadow combo)
What's up with Pete in these questions? It depends. Sometimes. But if they wear more than me...that's a problem.

17. Do you play/ wish to play an instrument?
I want to play: DRUMS, guitar, bass, mandolin, piano, cello, and I want singing lessons.

18. Have you ever been to a concert?
No. Sad huh?

19. Who's you favorite band?
My Chemical Romance, Paramore, The Hush Sound, The Format, and like 6000 more. It's like asking me to choose a favorite child.

20. Have you ever seen the show My So-Called Life?
No.

21. Do you care if people gossip about you or some one else you care for?
I don't care if they talk about me.

22. Do you gossip?
No

23. If you best friend was being called names and bullied, what would YOU do?
Kick someone's ass.

24. Would you sleep with any of your friends?
No, most of my friends are girls.

25. If you were given all the power in the world, what would you do?
World peace, babe. Plus a drum kit. DUH. I'm laughing out loud right now.

26. Do you belive in the motto 'You Get What You Give'? Why or Why not?
Yes. And I'm now getting that tattoed somewhere. Because I think there is a little thing call karma.

Here is where Fracky rants again!

I HATE when people online use abbreviations. I hate when people do it at all. Yes, I have been known to do a LOL here and there but can you please refrain from talking like this around me:

OMG, BdEn UrIe Is LyKe SOOOO F*KiN hAwT. i LuFFF hIm! (These people really do type like this. Yuck.)

Or:

LMFAO (What does that even MEAN? Apparently I'm an idiot.)

LOLZ (Why the Z?)

OMGZ (Again, WHY THE FLIPPEN Z? Is it faster to type like an idiot?)



P.S. Well excuuusseee me for thinking Brendon Urie is not all that hot. He's kinda cute, I guess. The cutest guy in Panic! at the Disco is Spencer Smith. Because he is a drummer. And because I say so. So there.

Am I the only one who think teenies are ridiculous + annoying + mildly stalkerish? Leave these poor boys alone. They HAVE lives! (Well, I guess they do, I don't know first hand.) Would you like it if practically the whole world knew who you have dated, who you are currently dating, ECT? No, I didn't think so. That's why I just swoon sometimes. I'm not in love with them. Or any guy for that matter. (Hold on, I am currently in love with John Lennon and Rob Zombie.) Do you see me knowing all about these people's lives? I didn't think so. Yes, I am a teenager, but I do not act like a teeny-bopper. I read books. I have a broad vocabulary. I feel I am a mature and educated person. Now, I am NOT saying I am better than anyone else. I just feel everyone should get on with their OWN lives.

Go away pooheads.

- Fracky! at the Disco

Tragic story, told in pictures.

A/N: Yes, I stole this from my Mom. What are you going to do about it? Ha ha.

FUSL # 13 Totally Warped Edition

Here is my Totally Warped Untitled Song List. In honor of the Warped Tour, this USL is devoted to bands playing Warped. + I have the boredom epidemic.

1. All Time Low- Break Out! Break Out!


2. The Almost- Say This Sooner


3. Bad Religion- Los Angeles Is Burning


4. Circa Survive- Act Appalled


5. Coheed and Cambria- Welcome Home

Holy shit. Did you see the guitar the lead singer was playing?!?! That’s frickin cool.

6. Hawthorne Heights- Saying Sorry


7. Mayday Parade- Three Cheers For Five Years


8. Meg and Dia- Monster

This sounds like a cross between Hilary Duff and Flyleaf. Interesting.

9. New Found Glory- It’s Not Your Fault (Live)


10. Norma Jean- Blueprints For Future Homes


11. Paramore- Fences

Hey. Paramore IS in the Warped Tour lineup. So I’m allowed to post a Paramore video. So there.

12. Scary Kids Scaring Kids- My Darkest Hour

Saaaweeet.

13. Killswitch Engage- The Arms Of Sorrow


That’s it. I hope you enjoyed!

Say What?

Pete Wentz
[] Play bass
[] Love the movie Nightmare Before Christmas
[x] Writes journals
[x] Camera whore
[x] Called emo sometimes
[] Have two middle names
[] vegetarian
[x] Have a dog
[] Want to own a record label/clothing line
[] Have a birthday in June
Total:4

Andy Hurley
[] Play drums (I want too!)
[] Have tattoos (Again, I love tatoos and I want one.)
[] Vegan
[] Straight-edge
[] Mostly shirtless (You would like that)
[] Have somewhat extreme views on politics
[] Loves Mountain Dew
[] Your mom's a nurse
[x] Smartest out of your friends
[] Have a birthday in May
Total:1

Patrick Stump
[x] Sing (doesn't mean I sing well)
[x] Love music
[] Wears glasses
[x] Have a lot of hats
[] Doesn't like getting pictures taken
[x] Shy
[x] Dislikes barbeque sauce
[] Have/want sideburns (Yeah I want sideburns. Have I mentioned that fact that I am a GIRL?!?!)
[] Loves the movie Rushmore
[x] Have a birthday in April
Total: 6

Joe Trohman
[] Play guitar (I want too)
[x] Jewish (My father was raised Jewish)
[] Smokes
[] Likes Cocoa Crispies
[] Loves the movie Star Wars
[x] Can do the Trohmania (I tryed on a guitar hero guitar, It wasn't pretty, but I can!)
[] Youngest out of your friends
[] 5'9" or taller (Hell no! I'm 4'10'!)
[x] Hyper
[] Have a birthday in September
Total:3

Hey, I was bored. And curious. And apparently, I'm Patrick Stump. Hey, at least I didn't get Pete Wentz. Oh and, I had a slight fangirl moment this morning. I was watching Gym Class Heroes MTV live, and Patrick Stump came on to sing with them. The only thing was, they didn't play Clothes Off. I was sad about that.

My Chemical Romance- Mama

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,
Mama, we all go to hell.

Oh, well, now,
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,
Mama, we're all gonna die.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
And when you go don't return to me my love.

Mama, we're all full of lies.
Mama, we're meant for the flies.
And right now they're building a coffin your size,
Mama, we're all full of lies.

Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should've raised a baby girl,
I should've been a better son.
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once.
You should've been,
I could have been a better son.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.

She said: "You ain't no son of mine
For what you've done they're gonna find
A place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.
And when you go, don't return to me, my love."
That's right.

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
It's really quite pleasant
Except for the smell,
Mama, we all go to hell.

2 - 3 - 4
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ohhh!
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ma...

[Liza Minelli]: And if you would call me your sweetheart,
I'd maybe then sing you a song

[Gerard Way]: But there's shit that I've done with this f*** of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.

We're damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I'll show you the way,
To return from the ashes you call.

We all carry on (We all carry on)
When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)
So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die,
And return from the ashes you call.

My Chemical Romance- This Is How I Disappear

GO!

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, f***!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!

Yep. I'm slightly in love with the songs off of The Black Parade. I promise there will only be one more. Wait. I can't promise that.

My Chemical Romance- Welcome To The Black Parade

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
defiant it to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's to me
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who wanna to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
(Do or die, you'll never make me)
(Because the world, will never take my heart)
(You can try, you'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)
(Do or die, do or die, die)
We'll carry on
(You'll never make me)
(Because the world)
We'll carry on on on
(Will never take my heart)
(You can try)
We'll carry
(You'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)

Words cannot describe how much this song means to me. The only word I think fits it the most would be: beautiful. The emotion, the passion, everything about this song never ceases to amaze me. It's so inspirational, yet so beautifully dark at the same time. When I listen to it I am torn between crying and just head-banging my heart out.

Cool Hand Fracky

Well. Hmmm. I am about THE COOLEST person on earth.

No I'm not. I'm just shitting you now.

Anywhoosies, I was in a horse show today. And will you please guess what places I got? 5th in the flat class. And, drumroll please... 1st in the jumping class! I swear Mikey was AMAZING! I was so sure that he was going to refuse, but he didn't and it was damn pretty. It was only an eight jump course. Nothing too hard. I have never won anything in a jumping class before so this was really fun.

Downside, I totally screwed up the flat class. I got the wrong lead when the judge asked us to canter. I still had a total blast and all my friends placed well too.

I love my horse! (Well, he really isn't my horse, but I love him to death.)

-Frackylicious

P.S. If you look on my sidebar, you can see a picture of me and Mikey. I think I have an old post about a jumper show Mikey and I did. Here it is. You can see more pictures of us. :)

I made a Meez!

This is what I look like. Or what I would look like if I had enough money to buy clothes.

Taking Back Sunday- MakeDamnSure

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

I know, how stereotypical to pick the single. I loooooooove looovvvee the lyrics to this song. Whoever wrote them, now owns my soul.

I'm Baaaaack!

So... I have some stuff floating around in my brain because I was grounded and I couldn't get on the computer. I'm posting it all at once because I'm THAT cool. Chyea.

~A couple weeks ago my parents and brother were sitting in the living room watching TV and talking about god knows what. Anywho, I was on the computer and I heard someone say "bad hair job". So me, being me, I run into the living room and say "Bad hair job? That sounded like something else". My brother finally figured it out and make the funniest face I have ever seen. Because "bad hair job" sounds like "bad hand job". LOLOLOLOLOL!

~Does anyone want to go to New York, London, or Tokyo with me? I want to go to Live Earth. Live Earth is a concert presented by Al Gore to raise awareness about global warming. If I go to New York I could see The Police, Dave Matthews Band, AFI, Fall Out Boy, Ludacris, Akon, Smashing Pumpkins, and Alicia Keys. If I went to London I could see Duran Duran, Beastie Boys, John Legend, Red Hot Chili Peppers, and Foo Fighters. If I went to Tokyo I could see Linkin Park. You see my predicament?

~Homosexuals are treated just like African-Americans were. Why would keep someone from marrying someone they love? Regardless of the sex you like. Why would you keep someone from being the person that they are? Why the hell is it so bad to like the same sex as yourself? Hell, Sophie B. Hawkins is omnisexual. I can't comprehend why someone would be opposed to homosexuality. If it hadn't been written down in the Bible, do you think people would still be opposed to it?

~I have found my radio station. DC 101. I listened to Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, My Chemical Romance, Plain White T's, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, and everything under the sun. It ruled.

~It's Warped weekend! Warped Tour starts this weekend, and I'm pretty stoked about it. Not like I'm going though, sadly.

~Went to a horse show this weekend. Really wanted to ride in it, but didn't get too. I was pretty much fuming the entire time. Dammit.

I think that's all that has been floating around in my head. I doubt it though, I'm a pretty crazy person. (Not literally of course, well maybe, I don't know. I ya knew me, you would think I'm crazy. I'm loud most of the time, and sometimes I can go all emo on your ass. Maybe I'm bi-polar. Hmmmm. Must do research and then go bother my mom. Cause it's fun. Tee hee.)

My mom can't read Alternative Press because to her the print is small. She also can't read the white text on the black back round. It apparently makes her sick.

Dude. My mom is old. I love her, but she is ollld. LOL.

FUSL # 12

YO HOMIES!

1. Paramore- Born For This

Ok, I promise this will be the last Paramore song for a while. But… I FREAKING LOVE PARAMORE! Duuuude, Josh Farro (guitarist) owns my soul with his guitar riffs. Guitargasm. WOW! I made a new word!

2. Something Corporate- If You C Jordan

Great song! I love a preppy Andew McMahon! Here’s the story: Andrew McMahon is the lead singer of Something Corporate. He is also the lead singer/pianist of his NEW band Jack’s Mannequin. I didn’t want you to get confused if I talk about SoCo and Jack’s Mannequin.

3. Tyler Hilton- When It Comes

Here is an example of Fracky melting because of a guys’ voice. Not the best song, but it still makes me melt. LOL.

4. Riverboat Gamblers- Don’t Bury Me, I’m Still Not Dead


5. The Automatic Automatic- Monster

I love the chorus to this song!

6. The Pink Spiders- Modern Swinger


7. The Misfits- Dig Up Her Bones

Good god. This is like nothing I have ever heard before. I found it last night and just listened to it for the fifth time, still loving it.

8. Soasin- You’re Not Alone

I am so in love with this song. Gawd. I feel weak in the knees again.

9. Muse- Starlight

Weird story time! I used to completely HATE this song. I kept hearing it and for some twisted reason—playing it on itunes. But… now I love it. Weird huh?

10. Cartel- Lose It

I’m very happy about the new Cartel single!

11. Shop Boys- Party Like A RockStar

I like it, but I also hate it. It’s fun to dance too. LOL.

12. T.I.- Big Shit Poppin’ (Do It)


13. The Misfits- American Psycho

I’m officially in lurrrveee with The Misfits.

BYE HOMIES!

HOLY SHIZZMAT!

Ok, so, listening to the new Paramore CD on Itunes. I didn't think it was possible for me to love this band more. I was so wrong.

Well, first off, the songs are frickin catchy. It's the kind of music you would be in your car blaring it as loud as possible singing at the top of your lungs. Well, that's what I would do.

The lyrics are amazing. Nuff said. They are not dark, but they are not all sunshine either. It is a very nice balance. They are sung in a very upbeat tone. On the flip side, there are a couple of ballads in there too. Done very very very well.

Had to revise this. Went on youtube and listened to the full songs. It changed my opinion greatly. Sorry.

1. For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic- 4 out 5. This a great example of slightly dark lyrics sung in an upbeat tone.

2. That's What You Get- 5 out 5. Great chorus. Great vocals.

3. Hallelujah- 55 out 5. Dahude! No words. I'm officially a Paramore lover.

4. Misery Business- 4 out of 5. I LOVE the drumming in this song.

5. When It Rains- 4 out 5. Well, first off, I love the guitar in this song. It's growing on me.

6. Let The Flames Begin- 5 out of 5. Okay, listened to the full song and, it's frickin amazing! The chorus, gawd. Everything about the song just works. Everything fits.

7. Miracle- 4 out of 5. Very head-bangable. (If that's a word, if not I just made a new one)

8. crushcrushcrush- 1000 out of 5. Good lord. I don't really care if you don't look up any of the other songs, but PLEASE! For your own sanity please look up this song. It will blow your face off. I'm serious.

9. We Are Broken-4 out of 5. Bumped it up to a 4. Her voice is PERFECT for this song. Gloom and sadness are just pouring out.

10. Fences- 5 out of 5. What can I say other than amazing!

11. Born For This- 4 out of 5. Really really good lyrics. Fun to sing along too. Anthem-esque.


Please don't take this review seriously. I'm not that good at reviewing songs yet, and I still have a lot to learn. This is just my newbie opinion.

Paramore- For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You ripped through one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I know, I know, again with the song lyrics. I just love this song so much. I love reading lyrics, writing lyrics, and just thinking about their meaning. :-)

The Adventures Of Fracky In Wonderland Pt. 4

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen

Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention

I learned something new today...

Quinn Allman is hot. I didn't know that, did you? I never really payed much attention to the band members in The Used before, but I was watching Steven's Untitled Rock Show and they were the guest. For all of you people who don't know, Quinn Allman is the guitarist for The Used. And a pretty great one at that. Duuuudddeee. I looked him up on wikipedia to find out his last name (Ha ha I didn't even know his last name) and I found out he uses Gibson SG's as his main stage and recording guitars. I think that is pretty damn cool.

Radiohead- Creep

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so f***in' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so f***in' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so f***in' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Pity Party--- Over

I just wanted to say, thank you all for listening to my little pity party yesterday. It really helped me a lot to admit some stuff to myself. Yesterday I was depressed in general, and slightly self-loathing so I felt like it was the time to just say all my shit to myself.

I know if I keep on being mean to my family members, they won't want to be around me. My brother and I have very little relationship. The person I feel closest to is my mom. My mom is my best friend. She understands me (scarily sometimes). My mom has helped me through so many of my problems and I thank her dearly for it.

My whole thing with music is, that I just want to be knowledgeable about it. I hate sounding like an idiot. If that means listening to Spice Girls (Thank you Sharon) and Rancid or even Bach or Chopin. I just want to know everything.

-Frackylicious

P.S. All songs on my Untitled Song List have been songs I love/like. So don't worry. I do love Weird Al.

Confession round 3

I tend to be really mean when I don't get what I want. It makes me feel powerless and like someone is trying to control me. That has always been my "greatest fear" I guess. Attacking other people has always been my defense mechanism. I put on a false front to other people, but my family has been my punching bag for a long time.

I'm obsessive, compulsive, and somtimes suicidal.

I try to be somthing I'm not.

You know that Fall Out Boy song "The Patron Saint Of Liars And Fakes"? The title describes me to a f***ing T.

I have so many problems, but underneath it all, I am just a person trying to figure out who she is. I'm young, but feel old and tired.

-I'm only a liar, but I'm the best

Confession round 2

My mom made me write this. Time to be true to my shithole self. Bands I REALLY listen too.

Paramore
The Hush Sound
The Used
My Chemical Romance
Cobra Starship
Fall Out Boy
Panic! at the Disco
Gym Class Heroes
Cartel
Boys Like Girls
Taking Back Sunday
All-American Rejects
The Academy Is...
Saosin
The Format

What did I tell you? Pop-punk whore.

Confession

Dude. I'm. such. a. superficial. whore.

Again with "be true to yourself shit". Apparently I didn't get it the first time.

I say I like bands to sound cool. I lie to myself.

I just lie in general.

When am I going to get over this? I neeeeeeedddd to stop being a music poser.

I say I like The Beatles. I have them on my i-pod. Yet, I don't listen to them.

Same with Prince, Al Green, and Marvin Gaye. If I had an Iron Maiden CD, I wouldn't listen to it.

I'm NOT a music fanatic yet. I haven't even listened to Rancid, Jawbreaker, or Anthrax. Those are just three examples to how narrow my music knowledge is.

Can you still be a music lover if you don't particularly like Iron Maiden, Metallica, The Beatles, The Smiths, or Guns 'N Roses? HUH? CAN YOU?

I feel so freaking pissed off at myself. Music was not meant for me.

I admire music reviewers and musicians so much. Maybe I am trying to be like them too much?

Here is my confession.

I don't like heavy metal, punk, rock, R&B, or indie.

I like pop. And Pop-punk.

I am a teenie-bopper.

I HATE THIS!

Soooooo....

I came up with another lyric. It would definitely go with the other one. Who knows, maybe I will write a song. All the other times I wrote lyrics, it didn't go so well.

I have two versions. Tell me what you like.

"Oh no, when misery comes crawling"

Or:

"When misery is calling"

I like them both.

W00T! Part 2

I just saw Fall Out Boy's new video for The Take Over, The Breaks Over. Several things I need to say about this.

First, when I heard the rumor that FOB was making The Take Over, The Breaks Over as their next video I was torn between excitement and fear. FOB's last two videos I completely HATED. I was very very very scared that they would screw it up again. Especially that The Take Over, The Breaks Over is one of my favorite songs off of Infinity On High. The first time I heard that record, that was the first song that realllly stood out to me.

Second, the video does not suck, which I'm glad about. It's not amazing, but it did renew some respect for Fall Out Boy. I had pretty much lost all respect for them. It was a cute video, very simple, but not bad. The only part I didn't like was the girls pretending to be cats or whatever. Those boys have one track minds. Duuuuuudddeee.

Third, Andy Hurley (drummer) rocks my friggen socks. Uh Huh. I admire drummers so much. Probably because I want to be one.

The video is not on youtube yet, so I can't embed it. I viewed the wondahful video on Friends Or Enemies. I will post it as soon as I can.

-Fracky